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2020.10.25 05:54 Orpherischt Know Halloween
Halloween or Hallowe'en (a contraction of Hallows' Even or Hallows' Evening), also known as Allhalloween, All Hallows' Eve, or All Saints' Eve, is a celebration observed in many countries on 31 October, the eve of the Western Christian feast of All Hallows' Day.
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It begins the observance of Allhallowtide, the time in the liturgical year dedicated to remembering the dead, including saints (hallows), martyrs, and all the faithful departed.
One theory holds that many Halloween traditions originated from ancient Celtic harvest festivals, particularly the Gaelic festival Samhain, which may have had pagan roots and that Samhain itself was Christianized as Halloween by the early Church
The speed of sound is 343 meters-per-second, which is 1234.8 km/h
Halloween... trick, or treat?
  • "Scary Eve" = 333 primes
  • .. ( "The Number" = 333 primes )
  • "The Witch Sabbath" = 1337 jewish-latin-agrippa 2407 square 1,247 eng-ext
  • ... ( "Magic School" = 1337 squares )
Date numerologies: ( Halloween, Oct 31 2020 )
October 31 is the 304th day of the year (305th in leap years) in the Gregorian calendar. 61 days remain until the end of the year.
  • (10) + (31) + (20) + (20) = 81 ( ie. "Wizard" = "Ritual" = 81 alphabetic )
  • (10) + (31) + 2+0+2+0 = 45 ( ie. "Geometry" = 45 reduced )
  • 1+0 + 3+1 + 2+0+2+0 = 9 ( ie. 'witch' and 'broom' )
  • (10) + (31) + (20) = 61 ( ie. matching days left in the year on Oct 31 )
ie. number 9 is a major one, all the above , except for 61, reduce to 9.
Multi-cipher matching.
Here we see how a news agency (ABC News, or an Alphabet Agency) can generate thematic topics for the day of Halloween, using dictionary listings, and results from my custom lexicon files.
Matching the search phrase, 'Halloween', across multiple ciphers simultaneously. Common nouns in italics, proper nouns in standard font (I separate them in those sections with a high number of matches, but they remain mixed together further down). I have bolded some items that catch my eye on first glance, particularly those that match the 'scary' thematic of the day. The list might be further reduced to a manageable set by filtering these results down to those spells whose numbers match the date numerologies of the actual 2020 Halloween (as seen above). At the bottom of the list are primes cipher matches, which arguably might rank above those with multiple matches in other ciphers.
10 matches
No common nouns found.
Proper nouns (only one found):
  • Pondoland ( ie. the ultimate place to have your Witch's Sabbath, numerologically)
8 matches
  • illegally (ie, witch meetings)
Proper nouns:
  • Congolese
  • Kweiyang
  • Malaysian
  • Neverland
Lexicon file matches:
  • Alligator ( ie. dragon )
  • Auslander
  • Human farm
  • Law of Noah
  • Like a Swan
  • Oddworld
  • Shoemaker ( ah! one of my new favourite songs )
7 matches
  • advisably ( ie. it's illegal, but advisable... )
  • ancillary
  • anopheles
  • broadloom ( ie. loom --> weave )
  • climbdown
  • diglossia
  • dollarise
  • execrably
  • laryngeal ( ie. throat, speech, human voice )
  • razorback
  • screwball
Proper nouns (7 matches):
  • Baltimore
  • Ethelbert
  • European
  • Excalibur
  • Lippmann
  • Lithuania
  • Olympiad
  • Rembrandt
  • Vietcong
  • Welshman ( red dragon standard )
  • Zaragoza
Lexicon file matches (unsorted, 7 matches):
  • Pentagram ( ie. doubtless )
  • of one Mind ( ie. dance and sing together )
  • Carnation
  • I am the hop
6 matches
  • alligator ( ie. dragon )
  • axiomatic ( ie. cores of the system )
  • brainwash ( ie. initiation ritual )
  • brainwave ( ie. how you do it )
  • catchword ( ie. how you do it )
  • crookneck ( ... and don't forget the flail )
  • decompose ( remember the dead, remember )
  • devilry ( self-explanator )
  • fastening ( ie. bindings, enchantments, loosen and unloosen the Fates )
  • flashings ( ie. will 'o wisps )
  • gangplow
  • housemaid ( ie. a witch )
  • humankind
  • kilocycle
  • lodgement
  • marshaler
  • mineshaft ( ie. darkness, mystery, treasure )
  • monomania ( ie. 'One Thing' = 'The Coven' )
  • objectify
  • ochlocrat
  • papilloma
  • shoemaker
  • toothache ( ie. too much sugary treats )
  • valuables ( ie. treats )
  • vandalism ( ie. tricks, chaos )
Proper nouns ( 6 matches )
  • Almighty
  • Babylonian
  • Berkshire
  • Bhutanese
  • Cainozoic
  • Calcuttan
  • Cowpens [ ie. alpha bet @ ox house @ cattle pen ]
  • Crimplene
  • Deepfreeze [ it was a dark and stormy night ]
  • Ethernet [ ie. ether @ magic medium ]
  • Geometric [ ie. indeed ]
  • Honduran
  • Horlicks
  • Illinoian
  • Jessamine
  • Johnson
  • Kalamazoo
  • Kimberly
  • Kurilian
  • Lafayette
  • Margrethe
  • Neolithic [ new stone ]
  • Popsicle [ ie. deepfreeze ]
  • Reuther
  • Reverence
  • Scorpio
  • Slavonic
  • Thurman
  • Whiggism
Lexicon file matches (unsorted, 6 matches):
  • Summit ( ie. a mountaintop meeting )
  • Summ it
  • Fortuna ( O )
  • alligator
  • Robust
  • the blocks
  • Qualcomm
  • The tithe
  • The Signal ( can you hear it, or see it, or hear and see it? )
  • Anamensis
  • Ziltoid
  • brainwash
  • Who am eye
  • human farm
  • dragon oil ( ie. annointing )
  • The shift
  • call forth
  • Thunberg
  • book door
  • Kirinyaga
  • marryable
  • Landerneau
  • Oros man
  • close home
  • Explore
  • neverland
  • Infection
  • The Plague
  • The Ark Eve ( archive, ark hive )
  • hold down
  • weak bones
  • Neolithic
  • Make it real ( ie. magic )
  • Promise
  • Laundry
  • Nintendo
  • End World
  • devilry ( ie. obviously )
  • the insane
  • gentlemen
  • Ilmarinen
  • Good note ( @ Good tone )
  • Epic enter ( @ Epicenter )
  • the signal
  • drink meat
  • Moon boat ( ie. that's no moon, but gather under it anyway )
5 matches
  • alienator ( ie. initiate alone )
  • alignment ( ie. ritual )
  • allegory ( ie. mystery )
  • amenities
  • artisanal
  • autogenic
  • ayatollah
  • binocular ( ie. stereo vision, Hunter's moon )
  • blitheful
  • bombsight
  • bungalow
  • callipers
  • campesino
  • carnation ( ie. coronavirus, carnival nation )
  • cartwheel ( ie. dance! )
  • chipmunk
  • cocooning ( ie. and Mothra steps out )
  • commensal
  • curtained ( ie. veiled )
  • deduction ( ie. figure it out )
  • demotion
  • depressed
  • desirably
  • detection ( ie. Witch-finder Pulsifer )
  • dictation ( ie. 'spell-caster' = 'the orator' = 'great language' = 474 )
  • doohickey
  • doorframe ( ie. portals )
  • effusion
  • emergency
  • emphasise
  • empower ( ie. magic spells ; empower @ empire )
  • empyreal
  • esoterica
  • ethically
  • explicate
  • feelingly
  • flexibly
  • fraternal ( ie. the coven )
  • greyscale
  • heartfelt
  • hereabout
  • hippiedom
  • immigrate ( ie. to fairy land )
  • inclement
  • kitchenet
  • longtime
  • mangrove ( ie. Druid's grove )
  • menfolks
  • millpond
  • moulding ( ie. shape it, shape them )
  • oesophagi ( ie. throat, voice )
  • olfaction
  • omikron
  • palomino
  • parrakeet
  • pentagram ( ie. duh )
  • penumbrae ( ie. shadow )
  • percolate ( ie. bubble, bubble, toil and trouble )
  • phwoor
  • practised ( ie. ritual )
  • printhead
  • ramblings ( ie. toil and trouble )
  • rationale ( ie. it's Halloween )
  • renounce
  • requite
  • respected ( ie. the Master of Ceremonies, Pan )
  • rockery
  • rounder ( ie. dance around the bonfire )
  • sagacious ( ie. the Druids )
  • scaleless ( ie. weightless )
  • sceptered ( ie. empowered )
  • scheduler ( do it on Halloween )
  • scowler ( ie. the disapproving )
  • scratcher ( ie. claws )
  • graffitis
  • skimobile
  • subdivide ( ie. a social distance )
  • unguarded ( ie. because everyone fears you )
  • wandering ( ie. into the woods )
  • wanness
  • writeable ( ie. it is )
  • zenithal ( ie. fly to the moon )
Proper nouns ( 5 matches )
  • Anglophobe
  • Asquith
  • Botswana
  • Bukovina
  • Cozumel
  • Dardanelles
  • Debussy
  • Dumfries
  • Einstein
  • Everett
  • Falstaffian
  • Gomorrah
  • Humboldt
  • Hussein
  • Huxley ( ie. Brave New World )
  • Jacobinism
  • Leninism
  • Lesseps
  • Luoyang
  • Morton
  • Mysore
  • Neptune
  • Paestum
  • Philippi
  • Rosario
  • Sakharov
  • Stygian ( ie. The Netherworld )
  • Suzann
  • Teuton
  • Thimphu
  • Torres
  • Tuesday
  • Ulster
  • Utrecht
  • Waspish
  • Wessex
  • Winton
  • Wroclaw
  • Xerxes
Lexicon file matches ( unsorted, 5 matches ):
  • It is done ( ie. Make it real )
  • The Legion ( ie. of the Underworld )
  • Troupe
  • Brew of God ( ie. in the Cauldron )
  • Tuesday
  • The plans
  • Of the King
  • The King of
  • sagacious
  • no freedom
  • go around
  • the revel
  • A male witch
  • My Birth
  • Notre Dame
  • man grove
  • Flying-V
  • airplanes
  • To make baby
  • emergency
  • lift veil ( of the mystery )
  • Whisky
  • Aeronaut
  • great dune
  • Southbee
  • a wealthy
  • Mongols
  • The Impact
  • Process ( ie. ritual )
  • The Action
  • Glabrous
  • Of One Mind
  • Red Planet
  • the Hawks
  • The Vaper
  • It is Death ( ie. 'scary' )
  • One Church ( ie. Coven )
  • Tongass
  • Plato Cave ( ie. shadow puppets )
  • the flight ( ie. the broom )
  • the winged ( ie. the bats )
  • Mustang
  • The sense ( of mystery )
  • plugged in
  • Man work
  • did not see
  • The enemy
  • Abandon hope
  • Xenobot
  • Xerxes
  • walk cycle
  • the Vats
  • Oropher
  • Botswana
  • Uberlord ( ie. Witch-King )
  • new skin ( snake shed )
  • depressed ( Goth )
  • seize land
  • ear rumble
  • blue is red
  • coronated
  • No Corona
  • Corona On
  • the impact
  • A Covenant
  • wash mask
  • Law of Fire
  • The Embers
  • horn toad
  • the charms
  • no freedom
  • eye in hell
  • Glee Curse
  • red sludge
  • nice treat
  • more folk
  • Sorry
  • Firm Facts
  • Fly six
  • the dewing
  • cowlicks
  • Knight God
  • High Elves ( ie. fairies )
  • More Mold
  • I, Godzilla
  • The Dewing
  • Aye captain
  • Qing Blood
  • dispell me
  • Need Water
  • to blend in
  • The agony
  • allegory
  • burqa bans
  • the comics
  • online god
  • lake woman
  • blood cure
  • long time
  • The Belter
4 matches
  • agonising
  • agronomic
  • alikeness
  • almighty
  • anemically
  • believably
  • bellyful
  • bigmouth
  • blossom
  • brushoff
  • buckteeth
  • casework ( cases of coronavirus )
  • columbaria
  • congeries
  • craftsman
  • criterial
  • criticise
  • crocheter
  • crossbeam
  • crowfeet
  • dangling
  • darkroom
  • deepfreeze
  • delimiter
  • demitasse
  • depiction
  • deskbound
  • detumesce
  • devious
  • dimorphic
  • directive
  • disallow
  • discerner
  • draperies ( curtain, veil, storied hangings )
  • dustpan
  • edibility
  • edifice
  • enactment ( ie. ritual )
  • enzymic
  • epicenter ( ie. the spell-focus )
  • epicentre
  • epileptic
  • epithetic
  • erosion
  • erythema
  • establish ( the coven )
  • etiologic
  • evenings ( the night cometh )
  • explore ( the darkness )
  • extender
  • fanaticism
  • fashioner
  • fatherly
  • flavour
  • flounder
  • foretold ( you are reading it )
  • fragilely
  • furnish
  • geometric
  • grassland
  • heirloom ( ie. altar goods )
  • henhouse ( ie. the Coven )
  • herbarium ( ie. for the brews )
  • hierarchy ( ie. who will lead the ritual? )
  • hipster
  • illusory ( ie. tricks and treats )
  • imperfect ( ie. hence the perfecting )
  • imposer
  • impulse ( ie. spellpower )
  • infection
  • insult
  • interbred ( ie. by Bene Gesserits )
  • intoner ( ie. chant / cant )
  • jessamine
  • kiddingly
  • knuckler
  • lactation
  • lankness
  • laundry ( ie. money magic )
  • leakiness
  • lethally
  • lifebuoy
  • limelight
  • lingering ( .. magic )
  • liveware
  • mainliner
  • mandibular
  • martyr ( ie. remember them )
  • Masters
  • meagerly
  • meagrely
  • medallist
  • methylic
  • mildness
  • milksop
  • mindless ( ie. after the brainwashing )
  • misplay
  • mollusc
  • mutism
  • neolithic
  • neoplasm
  • nightmare
  • noumenal
  • nurser
  • oafishly
  • obsolesce
  • odometer
  • ornery
  • overreach
  • passably
  • pitting
  • pivotal ( ie. aciomatic )
  • pleading
  • pleonasm
  • plethora
  • podiatric
  • politick
  • poolside
  • popery
  • pregnant ( with meaning )
  • premium
  • prescribe ( ie. fore-writ, foretold )
  • preterm
  • promise
  • prudish ( ie. not on Halloween... )
  • pylori
  • recognise
  • recovered ( ie. Celtic cauldron )
  • refashion
  • refection
  • reminisce ( ie. remember them )
  • remodeler
  • repairman
  • retailing
  • retrainee
  • reverence ( ie. remember them, remember it )
  • robust
  • scattered
  • scours
  • semipro
  • shoetree
  • shriven
  • shuffler
  • sixpence
  • skullcap
  • skydive
  • skyline
  • slipper
  • smirky
  • speedily
  • spinner
  • staircase ( ie. Harry Potter )
  • standup
  • steadfast
  • subjacent
  • subvocal ( ie. secret whispers )
  • summit ( ie. climb it, add it up )
  • sunlit ( ie. cast light of it )
  • surging
  • swinger ( ie. Bacchic rites )
  • terracing
  • throbbing ( ie. Drumbeat )
  • tradesman
  • trembly
  • unfearing ( ie. steadfast )
  • unscathed
  • uvular
  • vibraharp
  • villus
  • wetware
  • willful
  • wishbone ( good luck )
Proper nouns ( 4 matches )
  • Attucks
  • Beaujolais
  • Beerbohm
  • Bristol
  • Crockett
  • Dictaphone
  • Docetist
  • Gregory ( ie. GRG @ ChRCh @ Church @ Coven @ Watchers )
  • Guatemalan
  • Hydrus ( ie. the sea and it's serpent )
  • Labradorian
  • Linnaeus ( ie. naming things, categorizing )
  • Lisburn
  • Lushun
  • Machiavelli
  • Islamism
  • Manichaeism
  • Masters
  • Mogadiscio
  • Oshkosh
  • Prairies
  • Sirius
  • Surinam
  • Yvonne
3 matches
  • acclimatise
  • acquainted
  • actually
  • adjacently
  • aeronaut
  • aliquot
  • armoured
  • attempt
  • becoming
  • bespectacled
  • birdshot
  • boorish
  • brindled
  • bullring
  • canoeing
  • Canopus
  • capitalise
  • ceiling
  • cephalopod
  • Champagne
  • champagne
  • chanciness
  • chatoyance
  • chenille
  • choirboy
  • chuckwalla
  • classism
  • clearout
  • clinger
  • coevally
  • coexist
  • confiscate
  • conflux
  • cooktop
  • Cornish
  • cotyledon
  • coupledom
  • crenellate
  • currant
  • cynicism
  • deathwatch
  • dependency
  • designee
  • despiser
  • direness
  • disarray
  • discolor
  • discover
  • dismally
  • disperse
  • document
  • doneness
  • dourly
  • draftily
  • dreaded
  • dressing
  • drywall
  • dysgenic
  • egotist
  • Eminence
  • eminence
  • empress
  • endanger
  • endorsable
  • enhancer
  • enuretic
  • euphoric
  • excuser
  • extinct
  • feminist
  • firewood
  • flaccidness
  • flatfoot
  • flatiron
  • flummery
  • foothold
  • foretop
  • frugalness
  • fusileer
  • gaolbird
  • garbage
  • gathered
  • geodetic
  • gesture
  • glabrous
  • glaring
  • gleaming
  • glosser
  • grammarian
  • grampus
  • gruffly
  • gurgling
  • headphones
  • headwind
  • heatstroke
  • Hellenic
  • highball
  • hockshop
  • holistic
  • hootenanny
  • Horatio
  • humidify
  • illumine
  • inaccurate
  • incalculable
  • inculpable
  • infidel
  • infield
  • inflator
  • injector
  • injurer
  • instill
  • jollily
  • jotting
  • joyride
  • Kemerovo
  • keynote
  • kitschy
  • knucklehead
  • labiodental
  • lacunary
  • legalize
  • leisured
  • leptonic
  • libretti
  • liquefy
  • lorikeet
  • luster
  • lustre
  • matzot
  • meddlesome
  • meddling
  • melanomata
  • misfeasance
  • mismatched
  • moisten
  • monaural
  • monocot
  • morosely
  • mustang
  • mwethya
  • myosin
  • nephrite
  • nettlerash
  • nightly
  • nineties
  • nitrite
  • nitwit
  • nonsalable
  • nonsecular
  • nucleus
  • nuthatch
  • nymphlike
  • obesity
  • obliger
  • olivine
  • omelette
  • ooziness
  • organize
  • osculant
  • overlie
  • paraquat
  • parkway
  • paucity
  • pegboard
  • pfennig
  • phylum
  • plighter
  • polarise
  • ponderer
  • poofter
  • popsock
  • porously
  • poshly
  • potholed
  • pouter
  • preggers
  • process
  • pummelo
  • punning
  • purify
  • reasoner
  • receipts
  • recover
  • relaxant
  • remarriage
  • remodify
  • resort
  • restuff
  • result
  • rewrote
  • richness
  • rifeness
  • rifler
  • roster
  • rustle
  • salinize
  • scooter
  • sedition
  • senores
  • sentimo
  • shadowy
  • Shawnee
  • sherbert
  • shinbone
  • showing
  • shrubby
  • simony
  • sinewy
  • slackening
  • sleazeball
  • slotted
  • sorry
  • sorter
  • splits
  • spookily
  • spouse
  • sprung
  • stolon
  • stoolie
  • stout
  • submenu
  • sufferable
  • summon
  • supper
  • surly
  • sutler
  • synergy
  • tarpaper
  • textile
  • therefor
  • toilful
  • trekking
  • trephine
  • tricycle
  • tripodal
  • Trollope
  • troupe
  • tumbril
  • twiddler
  • twofold
  • twohanded
  • ulster
  • uncaught
  • unholy
  • unruled
  • unwashed
  • Vermeer
  • virtue
  • volute
  • warrant
  • waspish
  • waterman
  • wayside
  • wayward
  • whisky
  • witter
  • workman
  • worst
  • yeasty
  • yessir
  • zesty
  • zoysia
All prime matches
  • abridgement
  • alimony
  • allegation
  • alluvial
  • animator
  • annotate
  • anopheles
  • archaically
  • archenemy
  • asepsis
  • aspirate
  • astatine
  • atypical
  • aviation
  • awayday
  • bacterium
  • Baptist
  • baptist
  • beginnings
  • biopsy
  • boatyard
  • bollocking
  • bookmobile
  • borewell
  • brakeless
  • bravely
  • bulwark
  • busboy
  • butter
  • Canopus
  • castrate
  • catechetics
  • cerebellum
  • chastener
  • chowderheaded
  • cirrus
  • classifiable
  • concerto
  • cortices
  • cricketeer
  • cricketing
  • crotchet
  • Daliesque
  • deathwatch
  • Deepfreeze
  • deepfreeze
  • deferential
  • deftness
  • deliverance
  • demotion
  • diglossia
  • dioptric
  • direness
  • doorframe
  • driveler
  • duster
  • eagerness
  • effusion
  • effusive
  • Empedocles
  • equipped
  • equitable
  • eradicator
  • Erfurt
  • estival
  • estranged
  • ethicist
  • exocrine
  • eyewash
  • fanaticism
  • fastening
  • fireless
  • focussed
  • fruitcake
  • gallows
  • gauzy
  • gawkily
  • generalised
  • Geronimo
  • getout
  • greenfly
  • gripping
  • haemoglobin
  • harasser
  • headwaiter
  • heartsick
  • henhouse
  • Hertford
  • highbrowed
  • Himalayas
  • Hitlerian
  • Honour
  • honour
  • Horlicks
  • housemaid
  • ignition
  • immigrate
  • inflexible
  • injector
  • innuendo
  • invincible
  • ionizable
  • Istrian
  • jingoism
  • jotter
  • kronor
  • ladyboy
  • leisured
  • leptonic
  • lessor
  • likeness
  • logistic
  • longtime
  • lyrics
  • magnetite
  • Mahratti
  • mainmast
  • malefactor
  • marbleize
  • Margery
  • Marseille
  • Maryland
  • massive
  • menfolks
  • merchandise
  • Merlyn
  • mineshaft
  • moiety
  • Moscow
  • muntjak
  • newsman
  • Orkney
  • overlap
  • paisley
  • parasite
  • pasty
  • Patsy
  • patsy
  • Pegasus
  • pewter
  • peyote
  • phyllo
  • piquet
  • Piraeus
  • placeholder
  • plumbing
  • Polaris
  • politick
  • precollege
  • prescience
  • primula
  • printhead
  • Ptolemaic
  • punchy
  • puttee
  • Realtor
  • realtor
  • reckless
  • referrer
  • regulated
  • relator
  • remarriage
  • remembrance
  • resonance
  • revers
  • rhymer
  • risers
  • rocailles
  • rusted
  • Samnium
  • sawmill
  • scrotal
  • seasonable
  • Semtex
  • semtex
  • server
  • severance
  • sgraffiti
  • shifty
  • shoemaker
  • simoniacal
  • smelly
  • snapper
  • snorer
  • soundable
  • spacecraft
  • splosh
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Blade Runner 2049 — 'Wallace'
  • "The Halloween Revelation" = 776 primes 1998 tri 3,747 sq 249 alphabetic
  • "Halloween Code" = 360 primes 1111 jewish-latin-agrippa
  • ... ( "The Halloween Code" = 1,224 jewish-latin-agrippa )
  • ... .. ( "Know Corona" = 1,224 jewish-latin-agrippa )
  • ... .. .. ( "Corona" = 224 jewish-latin-agrippa )
  • "A=1: on Halloween" = 1776 squares
Uh-Oh. Russia's Laptev Sea Should Have Started to Freeze by Now
Normally, the 'birthplace of ice' freezes by late October. For the first time in recorded history, it hasn't. That could have knock-on effects across the Arctic.
  • "Started to freeze" = 616 primes
  • ... ( "Perfect number" = 616 jewish-latin-agrippa )
  • ... .. ( "Number" = 616 trigonal )
  • "Laptev Sea" = "The Number" = 333 primes
  • .. ( "The birthplace of ice" = 474 jewish-latin-agrippa ) ( "Numerology" = 474 primes )
  • ... .. ( "The knock-on effects across the Arctic" = 2,474 square )
  • "Freeze a Laptev" = 1,618 english-extended
  • .. "Freeze a Lapteve" = 474 primes
  • .. "Freeze a Lapped Eve" = 474 primes
  • .. .. .. "Freeze Lapteve" = 1492 jewish-latin-agrippa
The coronavirus pandemic was declared 3/11
  • "Hello. Wine?" = 311 primes
  • "The Romance" = 311 primes
  • "Sorcerer" = 393 jewish-latin-agrippa
  • .. "To Date the Witch" = 1,393 jewish-latin-agrippa
  • ... ( "The Root" = "Tradition" = 393 jewish-latin-agrippa )
  • ... ( "Accurate" = "Count" = 393 jewish-latin-agrippa )
  • ... .. ( "Accountancy" = 393 primes )
  • ... .. .. [ "Count each Moon" = 1,166 trigonal 454 primes ]
  • ... .. .. [ "Decryption Key" = 1,166 jewish-latin-agrippa ]
Uh-Oh. Russia's Laptev Sea Should Have Started to Freeze by Now
In Godzilla: The Planet Eater, the third part of an animated trilogy, Ghidorah is depicted as an evolved entity from a universe with different physical laws that are worshiped by the Exif, who he influenced to become nihilists upon mastering advanced Gematron mathematics.
  • "Know Witch" = 2020 jewish-latin-agrippa
  • .. ( "To Gather Under the Moon" = 2020 trigonal )
Moondance & Passion and the Opera
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2020.10.23 12:46 MassiveStallion Reboot thoughts, Frasier and new media

Frasier ended before the advent of smart phones and social media, online dating wasn't a thing. Radio was still a thing.
For me the most interesting thing is how Fraiser and Niles would adapt to all the new tech. In the show they seemed to do a pretty good job moving from the 1990s to the early 2000s. We saw him move from the 1980s and pretty much stay 'on trend' with tech and society.
Does Frasier get a podcast? Youtube star? Does he make an app? What would his online dating profile look like? The show takes a pretty dim view of things like online dating, geek culture and nerds...note Frasier's extreme antipathy for Noel and his love of Star Trek.
With geek culture now becoming dominant, along with hipsters taking over much of Frasier's hobbies (Opera, sherry, french food) how does he react?
Frankly, I think it would be hilarious for him to make a 180 on all of these things and become a really noxious, Marvel Movie spouting steam punk craft beer brewer, for at least one episode. "Frasier goes Hipster" He was always jumping on dumb trends and compromising his likes in order to fit in with high-society. Along with antiques, would he now be collecting and showing off geek memorabilia too?
Another thing I'd like to see is more multiculturalism..or at least a more diverse cast. Cam Winston was one of my absolute favorite characters on the show. I'd really love to see more "Black Frasier", "Asian Frasier" and "Hispanic Frasiers". Frasier classically has some issues dealing with black people as we see in "Doctor Mary" and it would be fucking hilarious to see him go "Woke", which we all know he would go so hard woke it would be obnoxious. Frasier first and foremost had an affinity for French and English culture...the whole "foraging", "gastronomy" and "bizarre foods" movements brought by Anthony Bourdain and Andrew Zimmern certainly would not be missed by the Crane boys. Would love to see them trying eat crickets or live octopus or something like that. The caviar episode was one of my favorites and I'd love to see how Frasier deals with stuff like Cronuts
Finally, there's the idea of Frasier's women. Back then he was always dating opera singing supermodels and stuff like that, but the modern 'ideal' of the intellectual woman has changed from someone like say Lilith or Claire. What if he started dating 'geek girls' and that sort of thing, women that would have normally earned his derision 20 years ago? I'm guessing women like Lucy Lawless, etc would be appropriate..basically older women who would have worked on sci-fi/tv shows or in tech that would have completely fallen off old Frasier's radar for being far too 'nerdy'.
Speaking of nerdy, Frasier was always the CLASSIC self-hating nerd, complete with issues stemming from childhood. How does he react to "The Age of The Geek"? Suddenly all those terrible highschool experiences and episodes make him more relatable and appealing..turning episodes like his reunion and membership in the chess club's barbershop quartet into things that make him more 'mass appealing' than as some gross pathetic nerd.
Frasier was always THE representative of the coastal elite, and the notion of coastal elite has changed from well..Frasier, to something more like AOC. Frasier, always being the elite of the elites would probably change and I'm just curious how that looks like. The show has always been about 'the good life', travel, wealth, technology have all changed over the years and I'm really to see how Frasier would have changed and stayed the same.
Of course, other than Frasier it would be curious to see how the other cast members adapted to modern life as well.
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2020.10.20 08:41 ConspiracyMeow Besties no More

In high school, I was apart of a group of best friends. Mindy* was our sarcastic, hipster buddy, Zara* was the bookworm who liked to party, and Ulla* was the good girl who did whatever Zara did, while I was the social butterfly who had a punk rock streak. We did everything together. We went to school all day, talked on the phone all night, and hung out all weekend. Nothing was hidden from one another or too sacred to discuss. Dating, periods, clothes, and family, all were up for conversation at any moment. At the time it was a comfort to have these people in my life, now I can identify this as a co-dependent relationship, but it was emotionally fulfilling nonetheless. Too bad nothing lasts forever. This is how it all fell apart and turned out not to be as healthy of a relationship as it seemed.
Ulla was the first to quit the clique after school ended. She moved to another city to go to a party school and failed out after missing too many classes from drinking benders, all within the first 18 months. These days she pays student loans for the degree she never got and works as a receptionist at a retirement home. The only thing she ever got out of college was a heavy addiction to alcohol. Ulla always remained in contact with Zara though.
Mindy, on the other hand, skipped traditional college and instead opted for online courses. She kept at it with a local office job working her way up from part-time assistant to running the place. The transition was slow in her career, taking years to complete. When she started her job she hated her co-workers. She would talk the ear off of anyone who would listen about the catty and trifling old bags she worked with. Now, she is the trifling old bag that is difficult to tolerate as a "can I see the manager" type, making everything into an argument and putting down anyone in her range. The last time I saw her in public I hid and practically crawled to my car to avoid her, lest I be the next person she decides to have a problem with that day.
Zara and I became the closest after high school. We kept in contact with each other every day for a solid year. I told her about my life as a day laborer and she told me how she was doing back home making her way from community college to university. She leaned on me for emotional support when her boyfriend left her for a man and I tried my best to help her through her insecurities that followed. After all, she was there for me when my long time high school boyfriend and I split. No matter the drama we were there for each other, regardless of the distance. This was why I was so surprised when I called her on one of the worst days of my life to find her to be nothing as I thought she was.
Leading up to my lowest point, I got a letter in the mail saying that I had tested positive for cancer about a week after a routine exam. For the followup, one of many to come, I sat through doctors telling me what to expect from cancer treatment, and the effect it would have on my body. I had to make plans for losing my labor-intensive job and how to pay my bills. I was devastated. Even though I was hours away from my closest friend, I reached for my phone and called her crying at the horrible news from a particularly bad session of finding out what was in my now limited future. Expecting sympathy, I instead was met with a smug attitude of joy from the person that I considered to be my best friend. Zara told me that I "got what I deserved" and hung up. Blindsided, I waited for her to call back and apologize. To this day she never did.
In the weeks that followed, I was relieved to find that false positives were common and that my case was just that. With a clean bill of health, I carried on with my life, only now much more lonely. Ulla called me after the whole mess was sorted out and sent me a get well package, she always was a good person despite her problems. When Ulla and I talked during the holidays when I was visiting my home town, I found out why my supposed best friend Zara was so thrilled to jab a knife in me at my lowest.
As Ulla told it, Zara's boyfriend before he officially came out as gay, had a crush on my boyfriend unbeknownst to anyone but Zara. Zara's entire ill-fated relationship with her ex was her politely accepting that he was dating her as a cover for him to spend more time with my then-boyfriend. Not going into if my boyfriend knew about this or not (he never let on as far as I knew) Zara had a brooding hatred of me for seeming to have this perfect relationship and held back her animosity for me the whole time. I was dumbfounded at this revelation. I had known that her boyfriend was always asking about my boyfriend, but so was half of the school, so I thought nothing of it. This changed the way that I viewed Zara. All I could think of her now was as a vicious female with a malicious agenda. My best friend turned out to be a frenemy and I never knew it until she thought she had some sort of cosmic leg up on me when she thought I had cancer.
These days every so often I pass Zara in town. A small community like this makes it hard to never see a person again, even if you wish it were so. We even tried to make awkward chitchat at a grocery store once. Still, why never apologize? Why was she so mad about something I knew nothing about and had no control over? Would I ever forgive her even if she did say sorry? Pride makes people do some hurtful things. In the end, I think she just wanted to hate me for any reason really. Some people thrive on the negative. In challenging times, I am almost in a bizarre way, if not entirely happy at least satisfied to know the true intentions of others. People who care and those who wish you harm show themselves in moments of difficulty. The person I trusted most showed who she was and I saw it clear as day.
*Names are changed to protect privacy.
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2020.10.20 03:09 SalamiMommie The Spooky Brewery Near My Apartment

I just moved to a new state with my girlfriend of five years and was really excited to see what the city has to offer. We both felt like a new change was needed in our life. She got accepted to work at a very big company that was going to pay her close to six figures and I was planning on finding work where I could until I finished my online degree. Moving here was always her dream and my dream was to be with her.
We had a beautiful apartment to call our own and was prepared to take on life together. We already were coming up with ideas of how to decorate and that we were going to go to an animal shelter and rescue at cat.
We spent our first night in the apartment and instead of cooking we decided to order some pizza. I figured we were gonna stay up super late and binge watch The Office but she wanted to be well rested for her first day of her job.
I spent the entire night it felt like applying for jobs and finishing up some school work. In not much longer I would get my degree and be able to work at the same company as her, with a lower position.
Before I tuckered in that night I tried to look up some local restaurants and hang out areas and noticed an interesting place. It was called “The Boowery.” It was a brewery that was themed like Halloween year round. Though it didn’t have reviews, the pictures always looked like it was packed so I figured they had pretty good beer. Since I didn’t have much to do tomorrow I felt like checking it out was a good plan.
I felt so excited, I woke up close to noon and my wife sent me some sweet texts thanking me for putting her coffee on and how much she loved me. She was so thankful her dreams were coming true and that I was a part of them.
I slid on my jeans and took a look in the mirror to make sure I was half decent looking before making the short walk to The Boowery.
I walked inside and it was filled with many people. Some were laughing and I spent some time noticing the decor of the place. It had black candles on the walls, fake cobwebs, a board that said tonight was horror trivia night, skulls, ect. It was overall pretty tacky in my opinion. But then again I wasn’t there for looks, I was there for a tasty beer.
The place was so cheesy even the beer names were Halloween themed. They were all priced six dollars and sixty six cents. While I was trying to look through the list of all the beers they had I was greeted by the bartender.
“What will it be, mortal?” I was greeted by a young man with a crackly voice. His voice sounded like he used bourbon and gravel as mouth wash. No young adult I have ever talked to had a voice like his.
He was pale, it’s like he hadn’t seen the sun in days. He had a hipster type mustache that curled. He was slightly chunky and wore a dress shirt and an orange bow tie.
“Mortal?” I smirked at him. It’s like he could tell how I figured it was cheesy.
“I’m supposed to say it to everyone. So whatcha”
I looked around and seen a lot of the people there drinking darker beers. I was a sucker for porters.
“I’ll have the porter.” I smiled and stretched my card forward to start a tab.
“Sounds good. All our beers have different effects.” He began pouring.
“I guess you’re supposed to say that too?” I tried not to chuckle. I like to find common ground with everyone I talk to and be their friend.
I took a sip and it was probably the greatest porter I ever had. It was dark, had a great coffee taste, and a nutty node to it. The bartenders smile was slowly sinking and things....began changing.
His smile was drooping to a frown and his brown eyes became pure black. I freaked out and backed up. All the customers were looking at me with cartoonish huge smiles on their face.
“Well. Aren’t you going to finish?” I looked up to the second floor and a man in a bright neon red suit was smiling at me. “Don’t make me come down there and make you drink it all!” His voice was like nails on chalk board. His hair was blonde and curly and he had bright blue eyes.
The beer floated in front of me. Everyone still smiling and staring at me. I closed my eyes and chugged the beverage as quickly as I could.
Then I opened my eyes and seen my beautiful girlfriend at her job. She was sitting in her office and proudly looking at her college degree and a picture of us on our first date on her desk.
“Chad Spiders is ready to see you now.” She had a voice pop up on her office phone.
“Send him in.”
The man in the neon red suit was in her office. They began frantically kissing and she was ripping her clothes off. I was screaming for her to stop but she couldn’t hear me.
She was leaning over on her desk. He lifted his hands and huge claws came out of his finger tips. He plunged them into her and began tearing her back apart.
I screamed and tried to run towards them but my body was frozen. He smiled at me and she began screaming out my name for help. Tears filled my face.
“Stop you fucking animal! Kill me instead!”
I felt someone grab my shoulder. I let out a loud scream.
I look up and my girlfriend wasn’t there. It was just the bartender. His hand was in my shoulder.
“It’s okay. It’s over now.” His gravel voice tried to assuring. I looked over and customers near by looked at me with pity and shame. I was covered in sweat.
“What....the.. FUCK ...happened!” I grabbed him by his shirt.
“You just had a panic attack.”
“No, no I didn’t just have a panic attack a man just killed my girlfriend after seducing her in front of me and I couldn’t do nothing about!” I began sobbing.
The bartender pulled me off of him.
“No, no, no. He didn’t.”
“What are you talking about.”
“But he will if you don’t come back at least once a week.”
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2020.09.28 07:49 eatpoetry 14 Looks Specifically From 2010 to Try Right Now on Pintrest

Srs my Pinterest post last night seemed to be popular, so I thought I would share my album of fashion that's almost comically out of date that's been come up on suggestions from other images. (May have actively searched just a LITTLE to find the most out of date things possible, but some of these definately were suggested to me)
I actually really like 2008-2012 clothes and most of these looks I sort of like/miss but they all have one thing in common: they are not currently trendy, like, at all.
So without further ado: RIP 2010 Hipsters
Edit: Added "srs" because I don't want people to think I'm making fun of these looks. I really do like them! (Except for maybe the baggy shirts tucked into low rise pants) It's just that they literally ARE trendy hipster fashion that was posted online, 10 years ago.
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2020.09.15 01:30 throwaway72543432 the story of a lonely guy

This is more of a storytime thing rather than just a rant or me complaining about my life etc. Also using a throwaway for reasons that will be apparent as you read.So I am a 35 year old male that has never had a girlfriend and I just wanted to share my story and dating life. I will mention right up here that I do have autism and an anxiety disorder and am 5'2 so you can keep that in mind as you read through this.
When I was a teenager I was just sort of an average kid for the area I lived in and for the time. I spent a lot of time playing video games and going to school that kind of generic stuff. However once I got into my early teens I started trying to get a girlfriend. For some reason ever since I was little I have always wanted to get married and be a husband so that was sort of a top priority for me my whole life rather than making money so I focused on that through my teens. The kind of relationship with a girl I always envisioned for myself was one where me and my wife are absolute best friends that support and help each other in everything we do, the king where even though we are married I still take her out on dates every weekend and do fun stuff with her, Unfortunately all of my friends were guys so girls didnt really take notice of me. I wasnt really super ugly or anything but I am a very average looking guy so it isnt like I stood out that much. I tried joining clubs at school that had a lot of girls in them like the french club or the school christian club. However I have autism as aforementioned and people always seemed to perceive me as different. I joined these mostly girl clubs and despite it being a social gathering I always got butted out of conversations and would spend time alone hoping I could talk to someone while I normally instead got to watch the girls talk to the generic "chad" type of guy. As I got towards the end of my time in highschool like halfway through 11th grade I started getting into anime and manga, normally I would read romantic novels and stuff like that. I even would read books like Twilight since it was sort of like a surrogate for my own desires for a relationship. I decided I would have better luck in university
Fastforward to my college years and I majored in engineering eventually getting my masters. During college all of my old friends from HS and I parted ways and I never really made any new friends during my time at university. As you might guess this made my time even harder trying to meet girls since I dont even have a social circle outside of just being in a class with them. During my first 2 years I had my elective and general ed classes so I met girls fairly regularly and would try to strike up conversations with them during class about whatever the subject was and normally they seemed pretty receptive of me until we would hangout at my dorm where I had my manga and anime collection. Keep in mind this was during the early 00s so anime wasnt as mainstream as it is now. As soon as any girl saw that they basically would stop talking to me altogether unless I approached them during class. Once I stopped having regular interactions with girls in my last 4 years of uni since there were almost no girls in my engineering classes I sort of gave up with the expectation that once I get a job and graduate I would have better luck since I would have money then to help so I just went back to watching romantic movies and reading novels to sort of replace the actual human interaction I craved.
After I graduated i managed to get a pretty good job at a firm making 70k starting off. It wasnt the absolute best I could do but it was in the same town that my parents lived in so I was able to live with my parents rent free while I saved up money. Even better during this time the stock market was taking a hit due to the recession so I decided to start investing almost all of my money into the stock market to start my retirement fund(this is relevant later). Once I was really entrenched in my career and was still not meeting girls I decided to make dating profiles on multiple dating websites. this was around 2011 and I went on a dry spell of 6 years (yes 6 years on multiple dating websites!) without ever getting a match!) During this 6 years I would try to get involved with as many singles groups and other sort of young adult things at my church to try and meet more girls. I would try to get older people to set me up with their kids but they were never interested in me. I would even change churches every year or go to multichurch events in town where multiple churches would get together to do stuff and had no luck there either. Sure enough no luck here either. I eventually made a reddit account in 2013 and as such all my friends are just people I play video games with or talk about anime with online.
after 6 years on dating websites I finally met a girl online near the end of 2017. She wasnt really what I had in mind when I fantasized about being married and getting a wife. She was an animation student in her early 20s while I was in my early 30s. She had sort of that "hipster" or new look. She had pink hair, a nosering and that hairstyle where she has sort of a mohawk/long hair on half of her head and the other half is shaved short. she was also an atheist which is weird since I am a christian. We chatted for about 3 months before meeting. We seemed to hit it off pretty well and she was also really into anime and manga just like me although she preferred gundam and mech anime instead of the romcom stuff I liked. We went on dates twice a week for about 2 months before my parents went out of town and I brought her home to my place. We were watching little witch academia on netflix when she got up to go to the restroom and she apparently went in my room because she saw my trump "MAGA" hat and brought it back into the living room and confronted me about it. It was almost comical how interrogative and angry she was when she approached me about it. She asked me if I had voted for trump in 2016 and when I told yea thats why I got the hat she just lost it and said she could "never be with a man that would vote for such a racist, sexist and woman hating pig like Trump". She left and cut all ties with me that night. You might say I dodged a bullet with her after that outburst but keep in mind I was 32 years old and this is the ONLY bullet that was ever fired my way in my whole life.
almost 3 years later I have yet to get any new matches on my online dating accounts. Still living with my parents and working at the same engineering firm I started out at over 10 years ago. I eventually sort of caved in and decided to go full weeb over the last year. My room used to just have bookshelves filled with anime and manga but now my whole room is full of anime girl posters and plushies and figmas. I even bought 2 dakimakuras (body pillows) and covers for them and even have one that has arms that I can wrap around me when I sleep to sort of be like I am cuddling someone. I even got to the point where since I cant get any dates sometimes when my parents are gone I will sit at the table with one of my dakimakuras across from me and sort of have a dinner date with it to simulate having a wife(sort of like when an old person loses their husband/wife but still carry around a picture of their SO and pretend like they are still there). I havent completely given up hope on finding a wife someday but I do get the occasional burst of emotion when I cry myself to sleep or when I am in public and see a happy couple I get jealous and sad about it.
I guess the only thing I do have sort of going for me is that between my job making 120k a year and me investing in the stock market which now makes me about 50k a year on its own and living with my parents I can retire when I am 45 since am my parents only child and will inherit the property and stuff. So financially I am set and am happy about that. I dont really know what the ultimate purpose of this post was other than to say I am sort of sad and hate my life in every way except for how much money I have which even then isnt a ton just enough that I am sort of comfortable. I always imagined having a wife and kids by now and being able to do family stuff and have my parents have grandkids and all that stuff.
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2020.09.13 01:06 TheDalailamasglasses Soft ghosted? Confusing girl. Help!!

So I finally matched with a seemingly perfect girl for me. Shes a professional painter, tattoo artist, hipster as fuck and beautiful and wears no makeup and dresses cool. I send her a "hey" and she doesnt respond...bummed. but 3 days later she responds and says "sorry thom (uses my name) I do still use it but i sometimes forget, how is your pandemic going"? I respond within a few hours. No response for 2 days from her . She proceeds to send me a link to her art and her instagram. I check the link and respond with compliments within a few hours with a link to my own art as well. No response for 3 days. On the third day (2 hours ago) she LIKES my message with my link in it. I think, oh shit what do I do now? Double text? Wait? I am able to check the stats on my website with my music on it and no one had played anything from a direct link in the last 3 days so she def didnt listen to it at all. So of coarse I pump up my testicles and swallow my pride and commit online dating sin....double text...... I ask her if shes from nashville. No response even though she liked my message recently. What I'm wondering from you fine people is, is she soft ghosting me? Was she never interested in the first place since she messages once every 3 days? Why do that? Why respond at all? Why send one message every 3 days and send links to your Instagram and art website if you are just gonna soft ghost? Why like my message and not listen to my music when I clearly looked at her stuff? It's not like I even had enough messages to say anything weird to be soft ghosted ya know? Why wouldnt she just unmatch? This is "stringing along" to it's most extreme in terms of app dating that I've experienced. You think shes gonna come out of nowhere and message in 3 days again or is liking my message and not responding the figurative nail in the coffin of our would-be relationship? I mean, she swiped right on me too, I just dont get it.
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2020.08.31 21:25 its_in_there [PubQ] Query Critique: MAYBE IT'S ME, Women's Fiction, 76k (Round 2)

Ugh. I've never wanted to bash my face into my desk so much. Query writing is HARD. I just can't seem to get this thing right. The book is funny and light-hearted, but I'm having a hard time getting that across because I'm so concerned about getting it "right," know what I mean?
Anyway... This is the second version of the query. You can check out the first here.

Dear [Agent],
[Something personal about the agent], which is why I’m sending you my women’s fiction epistolary novel, MAYBE IT’S ME.
28-year-old film critic Aimee Warren just wants to find love, yet she’s thwarted by every turn. When she responds to a missed connection ad on the JustMissed app, she’s hopeful that things will finally work out for her the way they do for her friends. When the conversation with the mystery beanie-wearing hipster turns from sweet to scary—full of “nice guy” texts about how she should clamor at the chance in his bed—she blocks him and swears off dating entirely. If this is what loves is like in the days of social media, she’s not interested.
At the insistence of her friends, she decides to give love one last shot. She crafts a clandestine JustMissed post of her own, hoping that she can finally end her years of loneliness. Aimee hears from Ben, a seemingly perfect fellow dog-loving superhero nerd. She finally starts to feel like she’s going to get the happy ending she’s always hoped for. Before she gets the chance to set her anxiety aside and turn their online flirting into an in-person reality, an old crush re-enters her life. James, pub trivia master and breaker of hearts (hers included), responds to her ad. She struggles with the choice between a new potential flame or the feelings she always harbored for her “one that got away.” If she doesn’t make a move soon, she risks turning her fear of ending up Forever Alone into a self-fulfilling prophecy.
When her best friend’s bachelorette weekend ends in a crashed party, friendship betrayal, and a dramatic arrest, Aimee soon learns that it’s hard to trust your intuition when people aren’t always what they seem.
With emails, texts, tweets and even police reports, MAYBE IT’S ME is complete at 76,000 words and would appeal to fans of Rainbow Rowell’s ATTACHMENTS and Mary Adkins’ WHEN YOU READ THIS. This is a stand-alone novel with series potential.
This will be my debut, though I’m no stranger to writing. I’ve been a professional freelance writer since [year] and recently graduated with a BA in Creative Writing from [university].
I have added [whatever they asked for] to the body of this email, as requested in your submission guidelines. Thank you for your time and consideration.

[My Name and Contact Info]
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2020.08.28 19:50 starry_eyes222 I seem to have trouble making female friends

34F I haven't had a best friend since about 2 years ago. We were friends for about 6 years but then I felt we were going in different directions. She was very much stuck in high school & I wanted to try new adult things. She also criticized me a lot & talked a lot of crap behind all her friends back. Eventually she started distancing herself from me & when I confronted her she got defensive so I cut her out of my life.
Before her I hadn't had a best friend or female friend since high school. All my "best friends" in high school turned out to be competitive, messed with my self esteem, weren't trusting & were unambitious & drama seeking. Most if not all of them had kids right out of high school. We drifted a part after that.
Girls I've met through work haven't been any better. Most of them are shallow minded, selfish, superficial, and drama seeking. I was more quiet and humble so they made fun of me & bullied me a lot for it.
I make friends easily with guys but almost all of them want to date me usually so they stop talking to me when they realize I'm not interested.
My lack of friends has affected my dating life because men often think a girl without friends is lacking something & could become dependent on them too much but thats actually not the case because despite not having any friends, I'm quite independent. I value my alone time & I've come to accept that I'd rather be alone than be surrounded by girls who I have nothing in common with & aren't supported of me.
I do have some female 'acquaintances' but I wouldn't say there friends or best friends & we only have a small portion of thing's in common.
I tried online apps at one point to make female friends but most of them disappeared not too long after. I also hung out a few times with a few of my clients from work & most either stopped hanging out with me or moved away.
I honestly feel there is nothing wrong with me. I'm really fun, outgoing, I have a sense of humor, I'm adventurous, I'm confident with my looks & my personality, I'm humble, introspective, I have my own interests yet a lot of women never seem to relate to me & Ive come to the conclusion that some may feel intimidated by me esp the ones that have body issues. I tend to be drawn to older music as opposed to what's out there today. I don't like gossip, I hate drama, I'm very chill, loves nature & animals.
I'm not sure if my area has anything to do finding quality friends? I think some girls label me weird but I'm not weird, I'm just different & my interests differ from theres. I know there's hipsters out there but I don't quite align in with them either. I'm just kind of my own person.
To describe myself in short I would say: I'm kind, I'm pretty, I'm laid back, unpretentious, I listen mostly to classic rock, indie, 80s & 90s. I don't really follow popular trends like the latest celebrities or popular musicians, I'm carefree, a free spirit if you will, an old soul, hopeless romantic, I collect vinyl, I love hikes, the beach, traveling when I can, huge animal lover esp dogs & cats, I am not vegetarian or vegan although I do try to use products that are cruelty free, I'm an esthetician, I can be silly & witty but also deep & melancholic. Psychology, sociology & philosophy fascinate me. I'm very loyal & generous when in a relationship. I've been hurt a lot in the past so it can take me a while to fully trust someone. I go off of vibes about people unintentionally whether I want to or not. If someone's energy feels off to me (untrusting) I immediately become somewhat aloof & reserved. When I'm around peoples energy that feels good to me (trusting) my personality comes out & I am warm & bubbly. That's about it I think.
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2020.08.22 04:23 davidpcbn Pigs

It feels like fluffies are used in almost everything these days.
From dominating the media and entertainment industry to food being made for them to even being made into food themselves.
It feels like so long since you could meet anyone who has never heard of them or had their lives affected or seen them in day to day life.
With how ubiquitous they are, people have seized on the chance of owning multiple fluffies throughout their lives.
And there’s a community out there determined to make a quick buck from them.
Though a lot of the environmental authorities tell you to spay them or neuter them, the majority of owners don’t for various reasons.
Some because of how fragile fluffies are anyway, some because they believe it’s a cruel practice to them, some want to see their babies and have a fluffy baby of their own.
And then some of course, want to sell their babies and do what pet shops do (except they’ll do it better and quicker!)
But did you know there’s also a small community of people who try to make a few bucks from growing their own fluffies without selling their young.
There’s a whole community of people who grow fluffies to produce something else.
In fact, they produce this more than they produce young.
Ethical gardeners and allotment keepers use fluffies as a quick way to make manure for fertiliser. The fluffies are never fed that overly salted fluffy kibble or that worse crap that is fluffy flakes.
Fluffies used are exclusively fed root vegetables and other food waste. As they can’t break down the nutrients in the food, it instead comes out as a sludgy, nutrient rich manure that can be used to grow plants with.
And coffee. Particularly to use to ground coffee beans into the mix.
There’s a surprising amount of people who’d drink it too. Think guano coffee, but far less exotic and much cheaper.
An old hipster named Mark had used fluffies with this in mind.
He had rescued a herd that had wandered up to his door. He was alone in the house so why not? They weren’t really much trouble.
His job meant that he was able to bring home a lot of food that would’ve went to waste. The smarty, his special friend, their Babbehs and the poopy friend and wingie friend all accepted the food with gratitude.
It was a pretty good side gig. Feed the guys, let them do their thing, grab the manure and bag it. Profit.
He was such a hugboxer, he hated the abuse that they suffered, and selling their crap to people who wanted to use it to ground into coffee became his own private joke.
It was just him and the fluffies. His place was pretty out the way. No one could complain about the smell. His fluffies and himself would be left in peace.
In fact he had a few days off, he could finally do some work around the place. The fluffies were in their outdoor pen, he avoided calling it a sty, and he had filled the trough full of boiled vegetables and other cut up fresh foods. Perks of being a grocer, if no one else wanted it he would take it.
And the fluffies were all too happy to accept the food from him.
The smarty and the mare looked up and were so happy that their Daddeh was giving them the most delicious nummies.
They had been out on the street for some time. Both the mare and smarty had been kicked out of their homes. Mare was a soon-mummeh. It felt like every Daddeh didn’t want to give time nummies.
But their new Daddeh did! He gave them a nice place in the garden and the mare was able to have biggest poopies. The herd felt a sense of relief, they had been saved. Saved from the horrible streets.
They could be the way fluffies should be and play in happiness and be nice. Even if they were playing in poopies.
None of them knew why he wanted them to make as many poopies as they could but the smarty made sure the small herd ate everything.
The foals in the pen were still unweaned and their mummeh became so fat but she made so much milk for them. None of them were left without milk.
Mark was apprehensive about keeping them in there, but when separating the mare and the smarty from their young got them distressed. Mark kept them in.
At least they could make small poopies. The more poopies the merrier. And more money by weight.
Fluffies hate their own poopies and know we don’t like them. So they poop as we demand them to so that they can be good.
There’s whole online articles and studies of the fluffies’ obsession with poopies.
They hate the smell of course, the fluffies in the pen were no different, but they were getting nummies and had a home. That mattered more.
They could have all they could want, but they needed to make Daddeh happy with their Goodest poopies.
Today Mark had done the garden work and had pulled up weeds and plants that could go in the trough with the fluffies. He had been boiling carrots, rutabaga, cabbage, sprouts, cauliflowers.
He boiled them so they were soft enough for the fluffies to eat safely. He checked if it was mushy enough and left it to cool and then served it in their trough with the weeds and plants.
“Tank oo su vewy much fo nummies Daddeh” the smart chimed. He sat on the spot, tail wagging in the filth, the herd soon joined in with the cheers as they always had.
In the morning they'd been given grassie nummies and hay and now they were ready for the main course. They had been playing with various old soft toys, a ball, the smarty had his blockies.
Mark had filled the trough up and spread it along. He laughed and smiled with joy and pride, he never thought it would ever go this well. He had been making good money from this, and he hadn’t been doing it long. He could afford a night out, a date, a better phone.
He wasn’t watching what he was doing though. And he didn’t wear appropriate foot wear to step into a sty.
Did you know that fluffy crap is very slippery? And it sticks to objects. And if you were to step on some blockies you may well slip?
Mark found out the hard way.
He slipped on the smarty’s shit-coated blockies and took a fall back. His head landing against the metal trough.
The fluffies ran back to the corner of the sty, the loud bang had startled them.
Mark lost consciousness and bled out from his head wound. He would soon stop breathing.
The fluffies had walked over to their Daddeh. The smarty called out “Daddeh?”. And then the herd joined in.
“Daddeh?” “Daddeh hab boo-noo juice? Wan huggies?” “Daddeh?”
Then a number of them began to cry. Daddeh wasn’t talking to them, were they bad fluffies?
The smarty realised they hadn’t ate all of their nummies. Maybe if they ate them all and made poopies, Daddeh would speak to them again.
And they went around his body and finished the rest of the food off.
They then began to prod his body sigh their front hoofsies. The mare had got herself onto his body.
“Daddeh! Daddeh! Daddeh! Daddeh! Daddeh! Daddeh!! Daddeh!!!”
Each time became more panicked. Daddeh wasn’t talking to them.
The fluffies began to cry. Not even Huggies could cure the heart hurties they had.
They stayed as they were, being miserable in their filth. The foals couldn’t understand and were comforted by the mare.
The night came and the morning passed. They were beginning to get hungry now. The wingie friend and Poopie friend were starting to feel the pains of hunger. The foals has suckled their mummeh for milkies.
The poopie friend had checked the trough for nummies. Daddeh still hadn’t got up. The poopie began to cry out that there was no nummies.
He began to look around, look around, was there any food. And then he realised, food was all around them.
The poopie friend had previously ate faeces before. He hated the taste but he was so hungry. He walked over to the spot where the smarty had dropped its filth and began to eat away. He teared up while eating.
And then all of a sudden, he was attacked from behind.
The Smarty had gave him sorry hoofies.
“Nu!! Nu dummeh!! Nu nummies!! Dey poopies!! Dey fo Daddeh!!! Dey gud poopies fo Daddeh, nu nummies!!!”
Crap had dribbled out of poopie’s mouth and he cried and he found a corner and hunkered himself down. Blood was dripping from his nose from the attack. He had nearly had his face planted in the filth.
The foals had finished suckling their Mummeh and were ready to play. A foal had wandered a little too far from where it had been playing close to its Mummeh side.
Another fluffy wanted to play with him, the wingie friend, she was so lonely and hungry and she wanted to play.
They played for a while, well huggies is a game to a fluffy.
And then the foal was gone. The wingie had took a bite out of its head unexpectedly. The mare had seen this and began to scream. The foal’s body was hanging out of the wingies mouth.
She needed more nummies!!
She walked up to another foal and stomped it and took more bites. She was so hungry. The babbehs were so tasty.
She let out a low growl and blood and fur was hanging from its mouth. The mare let out a scream and the foals hid behind their Mummeh. The mare began to beg for Daddeh to save them!! The smarty and the poopie began to cry and began to run around the pen.
They were so scared and the wingie was so scary.
Did you know that female fluffies, the mares, are more likely to go cannibal? They also change a little and become predatory.
The wingie began to attack the mare to release the Babbehs. She stomped on her face and the mare became more bloodied. She wailed during the attack. Why wasn’t Daddeh saving her?!
The foals began to scatter and cower. The wingie managed to pick one off and eat it’s head leaving only its torso behind.
The last two foals ran to the smarty for protection. The wingie made an attempt at a lunge at the smarty, who flinched and his front limbs flailed as he cried out in fear.
He was saved by the slippery faeces on the floor. He slipped and his body landed on the wingie. The wingie’s face had landed in a pile of crap. Their bodies flailed trying to get up. The wingie would drown in faeces. The poopie had to help the smarty onto his side to get up.
Wingie was dead now.
Sometime later, the fluffies were still hungry. No one had come to their rescue. The mare had eaten the remaining corpses of her children to feed her last two milkies.
The smarty began to eat at the corpse of wingie. And poopie began to eat more poopies. Unfortunately for him, the smarty stopped him from eating any of the poopies and kicked his nose and pummelled his body.
No one would eat the poopies meant for their Daddeh!!
Over the next few days, there were no more edible parts left of the wingie and they began to spoil and stink worse.
Their Daddeh was also beginning to decompose. The stench was the foulest smell and far worse than poopies. The fluffies had no more tears for their abject squalor.
The mare had no more milkies for Babbehs and she realised she had to eat her babbehs for more milkies.
The last two had been asleep and she ate them. They cried their final tears and wails once she bit into their skinny, squalid bodies. After the two had been eaten, she looked around for her Babbehs and began to panic. All her Babbehs has left her, she was a bad Mummeh and she cried and wailed.
She had eaten the last two Babbehs and had forgotten the others were dead.
She began to cry out for her Babbehs. Had they really left her? Was she a bad mummeh? She had all the milkies to give. Why wouldn’t Daddeh tell her she was a good Mummeh?
The following day, the mare had eaten part of the wingie’s corpse but had swallowed a bone causing her to choke. Though fluffy bones are notoriously brittle fluffies are notoriously weak. Her body convulsed from the choking and her bowels expelled the faeces that were stored.
Hours later, the smarty had begun to eat the mare, what was once his special friend. There were no babbehs now, there were no other mares to be special friend now. It was just Daddeh, the smarty, the poopie friend and the good poopies.
The smarty was very hungry and he had managed to bite away into the stomach and pull out the intestines.
Tummy Sketties. He was so hungry, but sad too. They were all trapped in the pen and Daddeh had forever sleepies. And now he was eating his special friend. His tear ducts had long run dry, a dried up mucus forming underneath, he was now showing signs of infection and he couldn’t see that well through his see places.
The poopie has been watching the smarty eat the tummy Sketties. His foul mouth drooled, he had been eating only poopies. He really wanted some of the tummy Sketties.
He tried in vain to wedge himself between the smarty and the carcass. He was met with sorry hoofies from the smarty and was bitten on the face.
The smarty could smell poopies everywhere now. He was angry and began to scream. He began to stomp against Daddeh, who had now looked far more like a corpse, he stomped and stomped and threatened sorry poopies.
And then he stopped with a shudder. And begged Daddeh for forgiveness. He was in hell now, the smell was unbearable and he didn’t want to be there any more.
The smarty slumped himself on the ground next to his Daddeh. He whispered over and over “wan die”. He couldn’t take this place anymore.
The poopie had finally managed to get his tummy Sketties instead of poopies. He was surprised there were poopies in them but he didn’t mind as they were Sketties.
And soon the mare was nothing but badly spoiled meat and bones.
The smarty and the poopie had been in there for over a week and no one had come by to find Daddeh. There would be no new Daddeh to save them.
The smarty had stopped eating the mare meat whereas the poopie had also been eating poopies.
Both of them looked unhealthy in different ways. The smarty had gone blind in one eye and had become far more disheveled and thin. His head remained bowed, he had given up, but he was beginning to show the signs of derp.
The poopie friend had fattened to some point from the meat of the corpse and the poopies.
The smarty had given up stopping him from eating them. He had begun to eat his own faeces in desperation.
The poopie looked ill and was beginning to derp and suffer pains. He had been eating infected meat and poopies exclusively.
And there was very little left to eat in here, beyond poopies. Both of them would be dead soon. But was there anything to eat in here beyond poopies?
The smarty had always lain by his Daddehs side since he fell. The poopie had stayed away from the smarty. He remembered the hurties he got from him.
But that was forever ago. Why was smarty keeping the food for himself?
The poopie began to bite at Daddeh’ belly. He had gone full savage, his weak jaw tearing loose bits of flesh trying to dig into the belly for the tummy Sketties. The decay of the body didn’t stop the poopie.
The smarty, disgusted, began to flail but the derp stopped him from hitting the poopie. The poopie, in response, wanted to hurt the smarty for interrupting. Both of them flailed at the other and clumsily walked into the other.
The smarty took a hit to the head and ribs. He was more dazed than he should have been. It looked like the poopie would get the Daddeh nummies all for him-
The poopie was kicked away from the body. It was a Daddeh! A new Daddeh had come to save them!!
A mummeh was looking over too. She began to vomit upon the stench of the body and the fluffies. She began to dial emergency services.
The new daddeh covered his mouth with his arm to stop himself from vomiting. He had noticed the carcasses and the bones of the fluffies in this shit heap, and they had begun to eat at Mark when no other food was available. The filthy poopie one’s mouth was completely covered in blood.
The poopie was so happy to see a Daddeh. But why did Daddeh kick him? He raised his arms up weakly for huggies. The Daddeh instead hit him multiple times over the head with a shovel and impaled his body with the sharp part.
The smarty had been flailing since he went to the floor. His derp meant he wouldn’t be able to get back up unaided. He had signs of bruising and infections, he didn’t have that long left. His tongue stuck out of his mouth and he couldn’t speak anymore, he really wanted Huggies and to thank Daddeh for saving him.
The Daddeh raised the shovel over his head and took one whack to the smarty’s head. The skull exploded upon impact and bits of his head went everywhere.
The Daddeh got himself out of the pen and found tarpaulin to throw over Mark’s body, keeping him covered ready for the authorities.
He looked like he’d been dead a while. He put his head in his hands, he had been meant to be helping him out with the manure business but he made up an excuse not to come around.
He reasoned with himself, had he come to see Mark on the day he’d probably still be alive.
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2020.08.17 17:07 READMYSHIT The Creep Dive Episode Guide

Date Title Cassie Sophie Jen Sidebars and guest stars Creep of the Week
1 12/12/2018 Canoe Believe It?? Alan Rickman never read Harry Potter John Darwin faked his own death in a canoeing accident Seamus on ket with Mary McAleese (Twitter thread)
2 12/12/2018 GP-OH My God who is SHE Samantha Azzopardi pays a visit to Ireland. One of many as she scammed her way around the world An outtake from This is Going to Hurt: Secret Diaries of a Junior Doctor. Woman eats placenta (or blood clots)
3 12/12/2018 A Tale Too Tragic Tania Head, woman who claimed to be a survivor of the attacks on the World Trade Center on September 11 The Juggalos (Insane Clown Posse) Christians in disguise Reddit Guy meets the Devil. Black Mercedes Cassie reveals she used to be Born Again Christian. Jen's personal Angel, Happy Acres
4 11/01/2019 The American Dream or The American Peen What Ever Happened To: Lorena and John Wayne Bobbit. (Wife cuts off husband's dick after he raped her) Swiss cheese Pervert. Man would like a cheesey wank
5 11/01/2019 11 Lies and Counting Warrior Eli. Epic catfish story of a supermom who turned out to be teenager, Emily Dear Sinead O'Connor and Prince had a pillow fight. Prince takes it too far Jen first reveals she was a catfish/troll
6 11/01/2019 A 17 Year Old Mystery Solved by Sleuths Mystery of Lyle Stevik's suicide solved by DNA Doe Testing Ray's Death Documentary (admission of murder). Lady of the Dunes
7 25/01/2019 A Story Blown Wildy Out of Proportion Jimi Heselden segways into the afterlife. Rebba Burger maimed and killed from a whipped cream thing Lambo. Weird radio book review, hosted by Gay Byrne in which Gery Ryan allegedly kills a lamb A man fashions a flying saucer with helium balloons and sends his son flying off for attention
8 01/02/2019 An Unholy Hypocrite, The Dungarvan Angel of Death Travis the Troubled Teen David Matheson, former gay conversion therapist, comes out as gay Fr Michael Kennedy fakes an AIDS epidemic in Waterford. Gets the attention of Princess Diana Travis, the chimp and Creep Dive mascot (a classic!)
9 09/02/2019 The Greatest Writer that Never Was James Frey, A Million Little Pieces (fake memoir) Story of JT LeRoy (racoon penis) Dan Mallory (fake memoir)
10 15/02/2019 The Randy Mr. Hands How Joe Manuella Found Love, Robert De Niro impersonator Mr. Hands! Guy gets killed from bottoming a horse Ellen Coyne and Cassie become friends via Twitter
11 22/02/2019 The Curious Case of Crack Addict Jimmy(part 1) The Girl Who Predicted Her Own Death Tickling endurance competitions funded my some omnipotent millionaire (who obviously has a fetish)
12 22/02/2019 The Curious Case of Crack Addict Jimmy (part 2) That time the Washington Post had a Pulitzer briefly. Janet Cooke and the 8 year old heroin addict
13 01/03/2019 The Fine Line Between Exoneration and Execution The story of Cameron Todd Willingham (a innocent man sentenced to death) Pissing and menstrating in the Stuart era (not Victorian, Jen)
14 08/03/2019 The MSN Murder Mystery Momo: Online Suicide Game MSN Murder. Girl kill herself after online bullying, turns out to be a neighbourhood mom Elizabeth and Theranos
15 15/03/2019 Who Let the Cat Out The Noid, the Domino's mascot that led to a murder Mary Bale: Cat in the Wheelie Bin Topsy the Elephant: Tesla vs Edison
16 22/03/2019 Oyster Man, A Salacious Sausage Fest and A Con Confidence (Creep Live #1) Nicholas Barclay AKA Frédéric Bourdin (missing child imposter) Armin Meiwes, German cannibal Oyster Man (Dublin creep!)
17 01/04/2019 A Haunted Hormonal Teen, A Slender Bender, A Mother Love to Death (Creep Live #2) Dee Dee Blanchard murder by her daughter, seemingly incapacitated, Gypsy Rose. Enfield Haunting, poltergeist in a North London council house Slenderman possee
18 05/04/2019 Who is Timmothy Pitzen?? Disappearance and reappearance (???) of Timmoth Pitzen Christine Chubbuck, suicide on live TV Ford has a horn for Edison
19 12/04/2019 The Beautiful Lie Florida Man, pancake guy Belle Gibson, noted scammer Coco the Gorilla: artist, photographer and communicator
20 21/04/2019 There's a Catfish in the Water Lincoln Lewis catfish, Lydia Abdelmalek The most awkward book club of all time Girl with no vainga gets impreganted from a knife
21 27/04/2019 A Sasquatch, A Tinder Date With a Cannibal and The Life and Ruin of Anna Nicole Smith The Anna Nicole Smith Story Sasquatch Origin Story
22 04/05/2019 Friends From The College Cult Larry Ray: Creepy Dad Cult Whatever Happened to Baby Tyler?
23 11/05/2019 A Love As Deep As The Sea, A Shared Twinsanity and Better The Catfish You Know? Sabina & Ursula: Murderous Swedish Twins Suicide of Megan Meier Some people really love dolphins
24 18/05/2019 The Cat’s Out of The Bag for The Internet’s Maddest Man A Catfish Love Triangle (that ends in murder) The Luka Magnotta Story Jeremy Kyle
25 27/05/2019 The Secret Russian ‘Super Army’ and A Fertility Doctor Who Took Things Into His Own Hands Dr. Cline, fertility doctor who takes matters into his own hands Russian science experiment to create super humans (humanzee) Belle Gibson update (ep. 19)
26 01/06/2019 Larry and The Lawnchair of Dreams The eponymous Larry, an instant classic creep (that is not creepy at all) Moby
27 07/06/2019 The World’s Worst Baby Snatcher and The Ill-Prepared Cannibal Another Catfish Love Triangle and Baby Heist Isa Sagawa: A Cannibal in Paris
28 15/06/2019 Why You Should Never Let Granny Do The Ouija Board Story of Anna Delvy, epic swindler Ouija Board Murder Whale dick tentacle and the guy who honours a dead murderer (Twitter Thread)
29 21/06/2019 A Dead Man, A Cipher, a Mystery Somerton Man: Mystery Australian Man and an Undeciphered Code Ariel Castro kidnappings Delivery Man Haunts Cabin Groom kids on brides dress
30 28/06/2019 It’s Never Plain Sailing The Disappearance of Brian Swanson (into another dimension?) #blueball A shark buffet Juliane Koepcke, the sole survivor of a plane crash that left her stranded in the Amazon Rainforest Boris Johnson
31 07/07/2019 The Lost Family, The Last Eunuch and the Lust for the High Life Tromp Family Road Trip. Australian family collectively lose their mind A Philanthropic Couple with a Secret in the Attic Sun Yaoting; the last Eunuch of China.
32 11/07/2019 A Trio of Clones, Coercion and Courtship A shitty first-date The McDonald's-Nude Heist The phenomenon of a group of self cloning crayfish
33 19/07/2019 Brain-Eating Zombies, The Boy Who Tried to Blow Up Bjork and a Beary Bad Idea Story of Björk's would-be assassin Timothy Treadwell: Bear Enthusiast Furries and Brain eating zombie fungus Grunting man in a gimp suit
34 27/07/2019 A Priceless Love Affair and Something of a Pickle Debbie Montgomery Johnson get defrauded millions in an online dating scam Peeing and pooping in space. Creepy nudes escalates quick (to murder)
35 04/08/2019 Jen’s Solo Ghost Story the tale of Dear David, a creepy child ghost who has been haunting the hallways of illustrator Adam Ellis Horse Girl
36 11/08/2019 When a Dream Life Turns Into a Weird and Creepy Nightmare Dream House goes sour with letters from an ominous writer called, The Watcher Mystery Stripper Jen has the inside scoop on Area 51 Scout's arrival! Woof Canadian Serial Killers
37 18/08/2019 The Hero Who Didn't Know His Name and a Real Life Dr. WHO?? Story of Jean-Claude Romand: Murderer and Imposter Creep Dine With Me: Megan and Hazel. The story of Steven Stayner
38 01/09/2019 Don't Bookmark Your Murder Tips and a Real Life Mission Impossible How to not get away with murder (Daniel Brophy) Personal creep with creepy neighbour and a never ending gift exchange A missionary who get murdered by the Sentinelese
39 09/09/2019 A Twist in The Tale, The Devil Down Under and A Wild Slide A Catfish With a Happy Ending Mysterious Death of Phoebe Handsjuk Deal the Devil Downunder,Story of Michael Atkins and Matthew Leveson
40 13/09/2019 Move Over Travis, There’s a Bad Badger in Town and The Sad Tale of The Sorry Cannibals Caroline Calloway content! Alive: The reluctant cannibals The antics of Stoffel the honey badger
41 20/09/2019 British Fairies, Irish Con Artists and Asian Angels Cassie's Personal Creep and Misadventure in Berlin (featuring Moe) An Irish Kidnapping The Cottingley Fairy Hoax
42 28/09/2019 When a loving Christian family inadvertently adopt a 22 year old sociopath with violent tendencies The tale of Natalia Grace, a Ukrainian Orphan with dwarfism #childdeception Helen Bailey: Author who penned her own death Jacob Barnett, Child Prodigy
43 06/10/2019 The Girl...Who Laughed...As A Man Got Sewn Into The Body of a Horse Story of Nathan Carman and a Sunken Boat A Runaway Bride Countess Elizabeth Báthory, World worst female serial killer? Carl Beach, Richard Madely
44 15/10/2019 What Happens When You Exorcise a Mild Mannered Michael? (Creep Live #3) Ireland's Own Bermuda Triangle An exorcism gone wrong Goose on the Loose! A goose named Andy
45 21/10/2019 A Guest Ghost Story and The Haunted Spots of Dublin Dutch Family in a Basement (and assorted ghost stories) Creep Dine With Me: Fainche. A Dublin 8 Haunting
46 26/10/2019 The Tragedy of the Triplets A tragic tale of triplets and a social experiment Haunted Nazi Dummy
47 31/10/2019 A Catfish Convict, Dawn of The Ed and a Goat Gets Giddy for Piss - It’s our Halloween Spooktacular! Rape Ads, Fake Sonograms, and a Catfisher’s Web of Lies Ed Gein, his mother and the inspiration for Psycho A goat with a penchant for piss (human piss)
48 12/11/2019 An Amuse Bouche of Creep Catch Ups AND The Human Baby Zoo Update on Belle Gibson (ep. 19) Canadian Quintuplets (Human Baby Zoo) Update on Ukrainian Orphan (ep. 42) T.I. (obsessed with daughter's hymen)
49 17/11/2019 The Greatest No-Show-Man and the Mighty Meaty Murderer Threatin, metal band on world tour (with no audience but great hair) Joe Metheny: a mighty meaty murder #serialkiller Donegal Creeps caught climbing a hospital to ouija
50 25/11/2019 Oh No! Where Did Moe Go? Moe Davis: Another chimp fiasco. Travis 2.0 (ep. 8)
51 03/12/2019 A Haunted Galway Baby, a Mystery Man in Sligo and The Spine Tingling Story of the Sleepless Russians (Creep Live #4) Peter Bergmann, a mystery man in Sligo reminiscent of Somerton Man (ep. 29) #blueball Haunted Galway baby #haunted Russian sleep deprivation experiment (this is pretty harrowing) Harry meets the Creeps for the first time Dick Dicker: Unabomber meets Mr. Hands
52 06/12/2019 A Life Heavy on Lies, Light on Lols Jennifer Pan, a Vietnamese-Canadian teen kills her parents (well one of them) Dave, the randy duck
53 17/12/2019 The Woman Who Accidentally Solved Her Own Mystery Disappearance Netty Nance accidently solves her own kidnapping (spoiler: it was her own "mother") Carlos Mariotti and a novel idea to save his mangled hand (spoiler: it doesn't work) Public Universal Friend. First recorded case of non-binary person? Mommy blogger swindles Shauna Sex Síopa!
54 05/01/2020 The Cannibal Cop and A January Assortment of Creeps Cassie tricks a girl into think she's going to Disney Gilberto Valle, the cannibal cop, caught via chat room #cannibal People used to post their kids around! Jeffrey Epstein. German ladies who set a zoo ablaze and killed 20 primates
55 10/01/2020 Too Many Mothers, Too Much Motherly Love and A Small Town Scandal with Massive Consequences Creep Live #5) Bobby Dunbar went missing but when he reappeared to mothers came forward to claim Barbara Daly Baekeland gets murdered (and fucked?) by her son #murder #incest The mysterious Circleville letters #murder #blueball Jen gets send a video of a man fucking a chicken Tiny Indonesian man convicted of the most amount if rapes
56 17/01/2020 Three Cheers for Murder Dying killing to be popular. Cheer leader murder! Karla Homolka, Canada's only female serial killer (this was just an off the cuff creep) One of our very own creepettes has their dog fucked by some local scoundrel :( Cork Christmas Party Shenanigans!
57 25/01/2020 Your Mother Sucks Creep In Hell True Stories behind the production of The Exorcist Jen creeps her own parasite which she definitely didn't get in Centra Parcs Terry McMahon goes on a tirade by his feminist daughter
58 31/01/2020 You Can't Make A Dick Out Of The American Penal System Steven Jay Russell, amazing story of the man who escaped from prison multiple times Andrea Mara; the man who faked his MIL out the car window, armchair sleuths and just how dire your Google search history gets when you kill fictional people for a living Belle Gibson update! She's Muslim now (ep. 19)
31/01/2020 The Creep Hive #1 Jen helps her housemate pee in New Zealand Tampon Girl!!
59 07/02/2020 Who’s side are you on? Story of Ursula Hermann: the German equivalent of Madeleine McCann. Epic creep Sophie admits she ate a raw rasher thinking it was parma ham Some people have non-verbal thought (mini Twitter thread) Graham Linehan (Glinner)
07/02/2020 The Creep Hive #2: The Casualties of The Swan The Sur-jury, The Swan and other horrific reality shows
60 14/02/2020 A Prince and a Perfect Murder Chris Benoit Canadian wrestler. Double murder suicide Shawna from Sex Siopa to share a big juicy salacious royal affair. A lot of creeps reported their mothers fed them raw sausages
15/02/2020 The Creep Hive #3: Schofe's done a runner Cassie discusses her sexuality and everyone cries "Showgirls came out at a very key point in my life" Phillip Schofield literally does a runner
61 21/02/2020 The world’s most badass backpacker, Ireland’s biggest ever manhunt and hotdog handjobs (Creep Live #6) Brendan O'Donnell: Ireland's Biggest Manhunt #serialkiller Kari Ferrell: Hipster Grifter. Gets employed by Vice and exposed Salt Creek Kidnapping. Backpackers take revenge #violence All dogs and the Dublin guy faked an abduction of an elderly person
22/02/2020 The Creep Hive #4: Never trust a Murphy Bed Dead tired, people who've died in Murphy beds!
62 28/02/2020 And it was all cum and paper mâché (Creep Live #7) Gerard John: some local prisoners pose as a young woman and blackmail and fragile young man. Alex Malarkey goes into a coma after a car accident. When he wakes he claims to have met Jesus in Heaven... Man struggles to keeping his wife suitably embalmed Jen discusses laying eggs Katie Hopkins getting the CUNT award
01/03/2020 The Creep Hive #5: Hope Springs Terminal Duffy was kidnapped :( Psychologist hides camera on women with Munchausen Jen says I brought poppers to a live show but it was Cool Swan. Twitter thread about guys pissing in their mouths Sarah, the creep transition year student tells us about Hope Ybarra, Munchausen mom Carlow Judicial System. 73 year old mad jailed for ramming car parked on path
63 07/03/2020 Hike Life Nightmare and The OG Love is Blind Sun Myung Moon and the Church of Unification. It's the Moonies! A Russian Misadventure. 9 hikers die mysteriously in the northern Ural mountains Youtuber faked his girlfriend's death. 21 year old Stephanie impersonates her granny (after she's murdered)
07/03/2020 The Creep Hive #6: Joint custody Cassie meets LeBron James Joint Custody. John Wood mummifies his own leg. The ultimate creep craft.
64 13/03/2020 The OG Disease Spreader: It's Typhoid Mary Sherry Pie turns out to be a super creep (in a really bad way) and has now caused an editing nightmare for producers. Typhoid Mary, famed asymptomatic carrier Putin brings in a new law so he can rule for forever.
13/03/2020 The Creep Hive #7: CAVERN OF PUSS Cassie worked in a residential care home. Patient double dosed a suppository which "activated" as Cassie helped her into a wheel chair. PERI-RECTAL ABSCESS. Arguably one of the most disgusting creeps of all time
65 20/03/2020 A mad story about a mad (cow) disease, a smooth criminal and an underground mission with hilarious consequences Dan Cooper Hijacked a Boeing 727 aircraft in the northwest of the US; jumps out with thousands of dollars and is never seen again Mad Cow Disease and Doctor Daniel Carleton Gajdusek who goes to "help" Papua New Guinea and turns out ot be a paedophile School boys finds a secret warren under their school... A misadventure ensues
20/03/2020 Creep Live Online #1: A Town of Ticking Teenagers, Serial Turder and Mayhem at The Spa Mystery illness takes over town in North New York Sophie's top 3 getting stuck in toilet stories Woman gets naked and lost in spa
27/03/2020 Creep Live Online #2: The most haunted creep of the year
66 29/03/2020 Crafting conspiracies, cult clans and the game show killer Big Crafting is actually a Russian Propaganda Machine Rodney Alcala serial rapist, killer and gameshow contestant Taina Licciardo-Toivola: Annoying Aryian Cult family on YouTube
67 07/04/2020 The long (penis) and short (life) of your favourite covid meme and the mighty Michael that would not die Michael Malloy, the sturdy Irish fella in New York who proved to be un-murderable (well, almost Wardy Joubert, everyones favourite (well-endowed) naked covid meme (who's dead) Harry offically appointed alpha creep!
68 12/04/2020 More Tiger King, a YouTube Doll Debacle and Did Sophie Find D.B. Cooper? Inspired by recent haunted dolls on the hive, Cassie dives into internet sensation, Venus Angelic The Stars of Tiger King: An Epilogue
69 19/04/2020 Snitches get stitches and when internet comments destroy lives Would you provide an alibi for a loved one? Trevor Hardy - The Beast of Manchester (and his brother) The Inception of FaceBook Commentary: tangled history of internet smear campaign Kelsey Grammar maybe into pegging "It's very unfortunate for the mens. Their G-spot is up their ass hole and they're just going to have to get over it." -Cassie Delaney Eamon Holmes (5G) and the gardaí (posting photos of sun bathers)
70 26/04/2020 In The Shadow of the Truth Lies the Statue of Liberty Bling Water! Your water is dead, you fools Lisa helps Sophie with a follow up to Molly from Sophie's previous creep The Mandela Effect. Are we all in hell/purgatory/multiple dimensions/simulated world This episode has more filler than actual creeps but was no less enjoyable. Sophie, my handle is @Harry_birdboy. Cassie, I'll hug you! Gemma O'Doherty
71 06/05/2020 Shipman the shit man Crimes that happen in the virtual world that cross over into reality and suicide pact community killer Harold Shipman, world's most prolific (and boring) serial killer Gemma O'Doherty again (but she gets owned by Dublin airport on Twitter)
72 12/05/2020 Beta Theta Pi? More like Beta Theta Die and the Glow Up with Deadly Consequences Beta Theta Pi, Penn State University. Hazing ends in death :( Sophie loves horror. Tells the real life story behind Scream. (Impromtu creep!) Radium Girls!
73 19/05/2020 Walk like a reincarnated Egyptian also that time a squirrel ate some guys nuts Dorothy Eady, the reincarnation of an Egyptian priestess.Cassie is mean to her mother Creep Confectionary is now a thing. Sophie seeds the idea for a Toast Podcast. Sophie presents a gaggle of gals cat-fishing some terrorists Man gets balls eaten by squirrels Jen and Sophie want to host their own Most Haunted. Cassie protests, as usual Camilla and Prince Charles talk dirty
74 26/05/2020 Don't anger a Karen, canal creeps and the parents who put the kid in kidnapping Shannon Matthews, Karen Matthews has her own daughter kidnappped while she plays Xbox Belle Gibson update! She is now Oromo (an Ethiopian ethnic minority). Katherine Knight and her human pelt Riding in a tent on the canal
75 02/06/2020 Freezin’ people ain’t easy, the genuinely geriatric mother and the biggest creeps of the week ever The YouTubers that rehomed their son The oldest woman in the world to give birth (oyster woman). 40 year old stone foetus! Jen finally gets to tell her cryogenics story. Multple strands See Cassie
76 09/06/2020 No name, No luggage, No labels, No answers 1.) In a room at the Oslo Plaza Hotel, a young, elegant woman is found dead, with a gun shot wound to the head. Why did she check in under a false name? Why are the labels removed from her clothes? 2) Death in Ice Valley The gals are reunited!
77 16/06/2020 Guilt or grief? The dark story of Casey Anthony Via Reddit/Sarah. Creepy MSN guy and possibly related swindler Casey
78 23/06/2020 Slumber Murders and The OG Moby Dick Sleep killers The OG Moby Dick
25/06/2020 Creep Hive Sophie's Cock Along! Denis Nilsen:ScottishSerial Killer (and middle child)
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2020.08.12 20:12 curiousrambutan I’m 35, married, with $300K HHI and lives in SF

Assets and Liabilities
Our retirement balance is from 13 years of 401(k) and Roth IRA when we qualified- contributions plus the general growth in stock market.
My family gave me $160,000 total over a few years which I’ve used for wedding and parts of a down payment and tuition. My parents believe in helping kids “get started” if they are able, which they were, and so they did.
We bought a tiny condo in SF a few years ago and I’ve kept the home value about the same as our purchase price. With Covid, maybe the value has dropped? I don’t want to think about it.
We built 90% of our net worth after we got married, finances combined.
Our combined salary is $315,000 (roughly 60/40 me/husband), plus $40,000-$50,000 in RSUs a year. We both work in tech. Our total take-home is pay split across multiple joint and separate accounts - I actually don’t really know how much it is. 🙈 I calculate our two big expenditures: housing and retirement, as a % of gross salary as a guideline (18 and 21 respectively). We share our condo with a roommate who pays $1,950 a month.
Regular deductions Aside from FICA and state taxes, our biggest deductions are retirement accounts. We max out 401(k) at $19,500. This year I have access to an after-tax 401(k) with in-plan conversion, and I’m saving $25,000 in that. Our employers pay for our health insurance premiums.
Monthly expenses = ~$7,500
Pre-Covid, our travel expenses were higher but food expenses were lower because I was more motivated to save money for travel.
What We Spent Last Week
I’ll focus mostly on spending activities but also include instances that prompt me to think about finances.
Saturday: 4:00am: 🐶🤒 Wake up to the sound of our dog vomiting. Husband spends next 4 hours cleaning after repeated bouts of doggo GI distress while I sleep. I call urgent care at 8am
10:00am: 🥖☕️ Lattes and scones at hipster cafe while we wait for urgent care. Dog throws up for the 8th time. $24
11:45am: 🏥 Exam and diagnostics at urgent care. An hour later, labs come back - inconclusive, except “it’s not pancreatitis!” They prescribe a bland diet and monitoring. $463
4:00pm: 🍰🍓 Pick up cake and strawberries. My soul is soothed. $30
8:00pm: 📺 Netflix and chill for the rest of the evening. I try to remember what we did on Saturday nights Before Coronavirus, and realized with a start that I can’t remember at all. 😭
Total: $517
Sunday: 10:00am: 🥑 🍳 Avocado toast topped with sautéed bell peppers an over-easy egg. I think avocado toast is the highest ROI home cooking: little effort, big reward.
12:00pm: 🧺 I vacuum, laundry, steam mops while husband goes for a run. 🏃 Would vacuuming will be more fun with a Dyson?
2:30pm: 🐶 Grab some pet supplies. $14
3:00pm: 🦐 Pick up prawn chips from a local market during a walk by Golden Gate Park. SF. $11
6:00pm: 🥡 Chinese takeout before a quiet night in. #cantstopwontstop comfort eating... $36
9:00pm: 🔥Goes down reddit rabbit hole reading about FIRE while Husband works. Can we FIRE in SF without the startup lotto or making VP at big tech?
Total: $61
Monday: 6:00am: 💩💩💩 I clean up after dog before hopping on the laptop.
12:00pm: 🌯 Lunch from my favorite burrito place. $16
4:00pm:🍷 Coworker mentions he bought a second house in wine country. No, green’s not a great color on me.
7:00pm: 😡🤔 Downstairs neighbors are having a party - in the middle of a pandemic. I love many things about our condo but I’m ready for a single family home.
8:00pm: 💕 I call Mom. I fill her in on dog’s medical travails and my terrible diet. She tells me to stop worrying so much and to eat whatever I want. I mention I want a Dyson and she suggest I get a Roomba instead.
Total: $16
Tuesday: 7:00am: 🇬🇧 🇫🇷 🇩🇪 Meeting with the European team. We talk about our governments’ responses to Covid and upcoming vacation plans. Not mine, because I’m too risk-averse. Is it even worth spending $$$ at a hotel if I have to bring my own pillowcases and sheets?!
5:00pm: 👩‍💻Wrap up work for the day. I like my job and team and I’m very grateful for that. If work is always this great, I won’t feel (too) bad I can’t FIRE.
8:00pm: 🍨 Facebook ad tells me I get $10 off for a 3-flavor bundle of specialty ice cream: lychee, matcha, and black sesame. I crave, therefore I cave. $35
10:00pm: 🏡 My friend texts me a picture of the house she’s bidding on. She says she feels poor in the Bay Area. Haha she makes more than I do, but I get it. Swim in your own lane, I tell myself.
Total: $35
Wednesday: 7:00am: 🐶🤢 Find a small pile of vomit on the carpet. Again!!! More cleaning before work.
2:00pm: 🏥 Take doggo to her regular vet for follow-up exam, labs, and flea and tick medication (that cost $90!?!?? Next time I’m trying the online pharmacy). They give me a fecal sample cup so we can do a stool test. $197
6:00pm: 💉 I put in a request to city services to remove a syringe needle on the sidewalk. There are joys of living in SF and there are “joys.” This is the latter.
7:00pm: 🥡 Husband and I talk about finances over takeout. As CFO of the joint enterprise known as our marriage, I update him on our retirement and cash balances. We decide we’ll put focus on increasing our cash cushion instead of extra mortgage payments. $50
9:00pm: Roomie plays with dog in kitchen while I look up dog foods. Is a $4 can that much better than a $2 can?
Total: $242
Thursday: 8:00am 💩 Doggo does the deed. I drop off the fresh sample to the hospital so they can check for parasites. $73
1:00pm: 🐶 Pick up food for the dog. $16
2:00pm 🛒 Our afternoon Costco date. Pre-pandemic, we love going to Costco. Now, my motto is “get in and get the F out.” I normally order delivery but Husband really misses going to stores in person. We get groceries - eggs, bell peppers, ground beef, milk, a ton of snacks - plus 3 boxes of surgical masks. $156
8:00pm: 🔩Ikea furniture assembly. We realize we’ll need stud finders and leveler - orders some from Amazon. $30
9:00pm: 💕 Catch up with mom. When I was growing up, she was fairly doom and gloom about money (or the lack there of). I internalized a fair bit of anxiety. Now she tells me to enjoy life, think of happy things, and don’t work so hard.
Total: $276
Friday: 8:00am: 🏨 I call our lodge at the Grand Canyon and cancel our reservation for September. I booked this trip a year ago but I’d don’t feel safe enough to fly. We’ll get a full refund.
4:00pm: 🏥Back to the vet hospital, this time for a nail trim. I tried to cut the dog’s nails at home - an experience that traumatized us both. The vet gives me her stool sample results: she has a low level of a common bug. The vet recommends we monitor for a few more days. $25
4:30pm: 🌮 Pick up a taco on the way home because I’m feeling snack-y. $8
7:30pm: 🍗 Go back and forth on takeout. Decision fatigue is real but sometimes it saves money. We put frozen chicken tenders in the oven.
9:00pm: We watch Netflix before bed.
Total: $33
Total for the week: $1,149, of which 64% is for dog’s medical expenses.
Reflection: This has been an extremely expensive week due to the dog’s illness. She’s an older dog we adopted with the thought of giving her a good retirement life. I knew there would be some medical expenses. But I didn’t quite expect how quickly costs accumulate even for what turned out to be a non-critical illness.
I’ve also started reading a little more about the FIRE movement. I love a solid health insurance plan so I don’t see myself voluntarily leaving that setup. But having the financial independence to not have to work sounds pretty sweet.
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2020.07.30 00:21 HonestMission An LGBTQ culture and media starter pack (not a question; LONG list of recommendations)

Hi! I've recently noticed that there has been several posts from gaybros who seem to feel really disconnected from and disengaged with the LGBTQ community. That's understandable, especially when these uncertain times mean that most people aren't in a good frame of mind or at their best.
Seeing that we're all socially distancing, and perhaps still under some form of lockdown, I thought that it would be a good idea to post a (warning: LONG) reading/watching/listening list, given that some of us have plenty of spare time on our hands. I hope that you enjoy discovering something new!
I love many items, and care a lot less for others, but I've tried to approach this objectively. Some music suggestions, btw, aren't by LGBTQ artists, but all of them have appealed varyingly to our community. I've also omitted the really obvious stuff, such as Brokeback Mountain, Madonna and Will & Grace etc.
Feel free to contribute and add your own favourites! A special thanks goes to my good friend, u/Manor4548, for getting the ball rolling with his excellent suggestions. Also, if our excellent mods feel that this post in inappropriate, I'm more than happy to remove it. Please take care and stay safe!
Giovanni's Room by James Baldwin (1956) - intelligent and thoughtful novel from a black gay writer, whose seminal work is currently more important than ever
Quatrefoil: A Modern Novel by James BarJames Fugaté (1950) - ground-breaking romance novel about two men who ultimately reach of point of self-confidence and acceptance
Fun Home: A Family Tragicomic by Alison Bechdel (2006) - lesbian-themed graphic memoir
Senses series by Andrew Grey (2012-2016) - frothy and sentimental yet endearing and engaging romance novels about disabled gay men
Outskirts: Living Life On The Edge by John Grindrod (2017) - part history of the green belt and part memoir of growing up in the British countryside as a gay youngster
Maurice by EM Forster (1971) - posthumously published novel, from the author of Howard's End, which was originally written between 1913 and 1914
The Swimming Pool Library (1988), The Spell (1998) and The Line Of Beauty (2004) by Alan Hollingworth - accomplished and boundary-pushing novelist who explores British gay socio-culture
Tigers & Devils series by Sean Kennedy (2009-2019) - idealistic yet thoroughly likeable romance novels about a charmingly misanthropic movie festival director and a kind yet closeted Australian footballer
The Sun Also Rises by Ernest Hemingway (1926) - accidentally queer novel that concerns toxic masculinity; this Literary Hub article provides an excellent introduction to the unintentional queerness of Hemingway's work
Trans: A Memoir by Juliet Jacques (2015) - a British memoir about gender transition, with some thoughtful reflections on trans politics
Insignificant Others by Stephen McCauley (2010) - fun and smart "slice of life" novel about a 50-something gay man
Red, White & Royal Blue by Casey McQuiston (2019) - playful teen romcom about a bisexual First Son who develops feelings for an English prince
The Last Romeo by Justin Myers (2018) - 30-something Bridget Jones-esque comedy of errors romance about a gay British web journalist who starts a dating blog
The Charioteer by Mary Renault (1953) - cerebral, moving and ultimately positive historical novel, set in a military hospital during World War II, which has prominent themes of repression and self-discovery
A Natural by Ross Raisin (2017) - subtle British novel about a closeted and introverted soccer player
Coming Out To Play by Robbie Rogers with Eric Marcus (2014) - if you love soccer and prefer non-fiction, however, then you might like this memoir from the first openly gay MLS player
Naked by David Sedaris (1997) - a collection of 40-something autobiographical essays from a gay humourist
Real Life by Brandon Taylor (2020) - gay-themed campus novel where a black doctoral student comes of age in a midwestern town
Out Of The Woods by Luke Turner (2019) - frank, intimate and sexually explicit British memoir that deals with bisexuality, religion, sexual abuse, outdoor sex, internalised homophobia and binary labels
Check, Please! by Ngozi Ukazu (2013-2020) - hilarious webcomic about an adorkable gay figure skater, who loves baking and joins his college's ice hockey team-cum-fraternity
Upside Down by NR Walker (2019) - Australian comedy romance involving two homoromantic asexuals
The Less Than Epic Adventures Of TJ & Amal by EK Weaver (2009-2014) - webcomic where a gay slacker comes out and goes on a road trip
Movies & TV
Banana Fish (2018) - anime TV series, based on a magna from the '80s, with a gay male co-protagonist
Beautiful Thing (1996) - idealistic yet 100% charming and pandemic-friendly coming out teen romance, which oozes summery cinematography in one of London's brutalist council estates; Jonathan Harvey later wrote the BBC sitcoms Gimme Gimme Gimme (1999-2001) and Beautiful People (2008-2009)
BPM (2017) - charismatic and moving French drama about HIV-AIDS activism in the early '90s
Bob & Rose (2001) - acclaimed yet short-lived British comedy-drama series, from the creator of Queer As Folk, about an openly gay male school teacher who starts a relationship with a woman
Boy Meets Girl (2015-2016) - realistic enough yet very slight BBC sitcom about a 26-year-old man who falls in love with a 40-year-old trans woman
The Broken Hearts Club: A Romantic Comedy (2000) - likeable, peppy, relatable, upbeat and generally unproblematic "slice of life" movie, about a gay friendship group, from the director of the problematic and overrated Love, Simon; co-stars John Mahoney, Dean Cain and a young Zach Braff
Dead Poets Society (1989) and School Ties (1992) - deeply homoerotic prep school movies
Edge Of Seventeen (1998) - arguably the most realistic coming out movie ever made, although the emphasis is firmly on the "coming of age" side of things
End Of The Century (2019) - 30-something Argentine holiday romance, which is heavily inspired by Before Sunrise and set in Barcelona
Happy Endings (2011-2013) - underrated 20-something American sitcom, with a loveable co-protagonist that's undoubtedly a beacub
Gaycation (2016-2017) - global travel documentary series, co-presented by Ellen Page, which has an LGBTQ slant
Grandma's House (2010-2012) - naturalistic BBC sitcom about a gay son and his Jewish family
Jeffrey (1995) - subversive AIDS-themed romantic comedy which, despite an outstanding supporting performance from Patrick Stewart that really should have garnered an Oscar nomination, is flawed and an acquired taste
Latter Days (2003) and The Falls (2012) - ultra low-budget romantic dramas about gay Mormons, but ultimately more pandemic-friendly than the conversion therapy drama Boy Erased (2018)
Longtime Companion (1989) and The Normal Heart (2014) - emotional and touching dramas about the HIV-AIDS crisis in NYC; Matt Bomer and Jim Parsons' performances in the latter merit special praise
Love Is Strange (2014) - 60-something romantic drama about discrimination and family, starring John Lithgow and Alfred Molina
Love, Valour, Compassion (1997) - melodramatic comedy-drama about a 40-something gay friendship group, although this one is a bitchier and snarkier watch than The Broken Hearts Club; features a star turn from Jason Alexander as a dying HIV-AIDS patient
Maurice (1987) - excellent period drama adaptation of EM Forster's novel; co-stars a young Hugh Grant
A Moment In The Reeds (2017) - romantic drama where a Finnish man bonds with a Syrian asylum seeker at a lakehouse
My Beautiful Laundrette (1985) - pioneering British comedy-drama that critiques racism and Thatcherism, among other things, with a prominent gay subplot; co-stars a young Daniel Day-Lewis
My Own Private Idaho (1991) - surreal road trip drama, partially based on Shakespeare's Henry IV and Henry V, about street hustlers; directed by Gus Van Sant, and starring Keanu Reeves and River Phoenix
Mysterious Skin (2004) - dark, difficult and uncompromising independent drama about the effect of historic sexual abuse on a gay teenage hustler; stars a young Joseph Gordon-Levitt
1985 (2018) - excellent monochrome drama about a closeted and dying man with HIV-AIDS, who is trying to come out to his conservative and suburban family at Christmas
Ocean Waves (1993) - underrated and accidentally queer TV movie from Studio Ghibli; if you don't mind spoilers, then this YouTube video comprehensively explains why Ocean Waves is accidentally queer
Open To Question: Justin Fashanu (1992) - Justin Fashanu, the first openly gay professional soccer player and first black player to command a £1m transfer fee, is interviewed on a Q&A programme for young people; it has been archived online by the BBC as an important historical document
Outland (2012) and Please Like Me (2013-2016) - two Australian comedy series; the former is about five members of an LGBTQ sci-fi club and the latter is about a newly out millennial slacker (which co-stars Pippa from Home & Away!)
Pain & Glory (2019) - Pedro Almodóvar's most recent and arguably most accomplished movie
Paris Is Burning (1990) - important long-form BIPOC/BAME documentary about NYC ballroom culture
Priscilla, Queen Of The Desert (1994) - inspired road trip comedy about three Australian drag queens
Queer Britain (2017) - excellent BBC youth documentary series about LGBTQ issues in Britain, with episodes dedicated to religion, body image, homelessness, racism, porn, and queer identity
Self-Portrait in 23 Rounds: A Chapter In David Wojnarowicz's Life, 1989-1991 (2018) and Keith Haring: Street Art Boy (2020) - long-form documentaries about two iconic gay artists, who died from HIV
Shelter (2007) - cute yet slight low-budget drama about gay self-discovery in the American suburbs
Sum Of Us (1994) - thoroughly affable Australian comedy-drama about a gay son and his accepting father; co-stars a young and pre-fame Russell Crowe
Tales Of The City series (1993, 1998, 2001, 2019) - TV adaptation of seminal gay novel and its sequels
A Taste of Honey (1961) - monochrome kitchen sink dramedy, with a gay male supporting character, which is set in Manchester
Tofu (2015) - short-form web documentary series, from the creator of Queer As Folk, which explores modern attitudes towards sex, with a heavy emphasis on the LGBTQ side of it
Trick (1999) - please take this idealistic overnight romance with a pinch of salt - even if it realistically tackles internalised homophobia in a way that Love, Simon never managed to do - but this superb dramedy is still one of the best and most pandemic-friendly gay movies
The Outs (2012-2013, 2016) - largely realistic and utterly charming web drama about gay adulting in NYC, with a peerless soundtrack; I low-key stan the loveable Jack and Scruffy
Verbotene Liebe (2007-2013) - surprisingly good supercouple plot from a German soap opera, involving a bisexual amateur boxer turned horse trainer, Christian, and his boyfriend/husband, Oliver
The Way He Looks (2014) - cute Brazilian teen romance about blindness and self-discovery
The Wedding Banquet (1993) - Oscar-nominated romantic comedy from China, directed by Ang Lee
Weekend (2011) - minimalist and naturalistic weekend romance, set in the outskirts of Nottingham
Wild Reeds (1994) - Cannes-nominated sexual awakening teen drama, set in early '60s France
Little Earthquakes by Tori Amos (1992) - a very strong introduction to eccentric yet loveable piano-led college pop-rock
Northern Star by Melanie C (1999) - British equivalent of Madonna's seminal Ray Of Light (1998)
Blue Bell Knoll (1988) and Heaven Or Las Vegas (1990) by Cocteau Twins - pioneering ambient dream-pop, which are perhaps the ideal albums for jerk-off sessions and physical intimacy
Doppelgänger by Curve (1992) - a gothic, melodramatic and moody fusion of shoegaze and industrial electronica; fans of Garbage will LOVE this album
No Angel by Dido (1999) - another album that's ideal for masturbation and sex
Disgraceful by Dubstar (1995) - slightly out of time, albeit still excellent, synth-pop from the mid '90s
Chorus by Erasure (1991) - analogue-based synth-pop; will interest those into video game soundtracks, given that it practically sounds like music from Amiga titles at various points
Amplified Heart by Everything But The Girl (1994) - eloquent fusion of acoustic folk-pop and electronica; Tracey Thorn's Record (2018) further consolidated her appeal to the LGBTQ community
Sue (1989) and Ray (1991) by Frazier Chorus - arty and gentle woodwind-based synth-pop that also has the bitchiest and most subversive lyrics imaginable
Chemistry by Girls Aloud (2005) and Emotion by Carly Rae Jepsen (2015) - bubblegum pop artists that throw curveballs by unexpectedly moving into indie-baiting dance-pop territory
Black Cherry by Goldfrapp (2003), State Of Mind by Holly Valance (2003), Come & Get It by Rachel Stevens (2005) and Trip The Light Fantastic by Sophie Ellis-Bextor (2007) - highly regarded electropop albums from the mid-2000s
Françoise Hardy Sings In English by Françoise Hardy (1966), Infamous Angel by Iris DeMent (1992), Whatever by Aimee Mann (1993) and Out Of Range by Ani DiFranco (1994) - refined and superior singer-songwriter material
Paradise AKA Big Fun by Inner City (1989), Adeva by Adeva (1989), And Still I Rise by Alison Limerick (1992) and Everybody's Free by Rozalla (1992) - underrated diva house albums from the late '80s and early '90s
Bonito Generation by Kero Kero Bonito (2016) - day-glo dance-pop that's heavily influenced by The B-52s, J-pop, video game soundtracks, dancehall culture and mid-'90s Eurodance
The Death Of Cool by Kitchens Of Distinction (1992), Copper Blue by Sugar (1992), The Sound Of McAlmont & Butler by McAlmont & Butler (1995), D-D-Don't Stop The Beat by Junior Senior (2002), The Smell Of Our Own by The Hidden Cameras (2003), i by The Magnetic Fields (2004) and Silent Alarm by Bloc Party (2005) - indie bands that are fronted/co-fronted by openly gay men
Thinking It Over by Liberty X (2002) - surprisingly good R&B-led pop from talent show runner-ups
Crooked Mile by Microdisney (1987) - includes Rack, one of the most articulate songs ever written about AIDS; the same applies to It Couldn't Happen Here from Actually by Pet Shop Boys (1987)
Light Years by Kylie Minogue (2000) - perhaps the most cohesive introduction to the Australian queen
Loveless by My Bloody Valentine (1991) - Mysterious Skin undoubtedly proves that shoegaze has LGBTQ appeal, although this is challenging stuff and not for the faint-hearted
Passive Soul by Orlando (1997) - fragile and wallflowery pop that puts a heavy slant on the eclectic
Behaviour by Pet Shop Boys (1990), Echoes by Will Young (2011) and Choreography by Bright Light Bright Light (2016) - gay introspection from 30-something Brits
Very by Pet Shop Boys (1993) and The Tension & The Spark by Darren Hayes (2004) - 30-something coming out albums
Different Class by Pulp (1995) and Coming Up by Suede (1996) - camp and glamorous yet laddy and seedy Britpop, which is largely preoccupied with drugs and sex
A Secret Wish by Propaganda (1985) - gothic and literate synth-pop from Düsseldorf
Body Talk by Robyn (2010) - boundary-pushing dance-pop from the Swedish queen
Original Soundtrack by S-Express (1989) - one of the first UK house music albums to have originated from LGBTQ nightclubs
Foxbase Alpha (1991), So Tough (1993) and Tales From Turnpike House (2005) by Saint Etienne - summery indie-dance cultural love letters to London; Pedro Almodóvar is a big fan of them
Hormonally Yours by Shakespeares Sister (1992) - gothic, melodramatic, sassy and vampy glam pop-rock
We Are Shampoo by Shampoo (1994) and On The Loose by Deuce (1995) - unashamedly trashy bubblegum pop; the latter band was created by former Pet Shop Boys manager Tom Watkins
Non-Stop Erotic Cabaret by Soft Cell (1981) and Youthquake by Dead Or Alive (1985) - camp and melodramatic synth-pop from northern England
Illinois (2005) and Carrie & Lowell (2015) by Sufjan Stevens - if you've seen the movie Call Me By Your Name (2017), then you'll know who this guy is
La Varieté by Weekend (1982), Life by The Cardigans (1995), The Sound Of Music by Pizzicato Five (1995) and Good Humor by Saint Etienne (1998) - fey, kitschy and peppy lounge indie-pop
Titanic Rising by Weyes Blood (2019), Saint Cloud by Waxahatchee (2020) and Punisher by Phoebe Bridgers (2020) - minimalist indie for hipsters
Sam Cushing - likeably grounded and motivated guy who plays the piano and loves his workouts
Riyadh Khalaf - the Iranian-Irish vlogger presenter of Queer Britain
Husband & Husband - nerdy married couple who write comic books and fantasy novels
LanceTheDriver - adorable mature student who loves cars and constantly strives to do good
Eric Mason - endearing and insightful lyrical breakdowns of songs by pop divas
Jacob Michael - cerebral and eloquent musings on the state of modern gay life
PK Creedon - good natured sporty couple who authentically fuse their femininity and masculinity
PJ & Thomas - lovely suburban couple who work in real estate and have adopted a trio of toddlers
Michael Rizzi and Dominick Whelton - sweet city boys who love their fashion and pop culture
Noah Roth and Christian Cook - wholesome college-aged couple who love painting and the outdoors
Stepsof2Foreigners - articulate and refined American-Brazilian couple who are into their travel
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2020.07.19 06:21 femmeofcenter In love with an ex I constantlysee

I hope you Mari Kondo fans are ready, because this is A MESS.
Sorry for any and all spelling errors. I was a few drinks in before I typed all this out.
I (nb 27) have been with my husband “Mark” (m 31) since we met the first weekend of college in the fall of 2011. I was 18 and he was 22. I was upfront with him that I want a poly/non-monogamist relationship. There was someone in my class I wanted to date, too (“Tony”, m 18 then). He was against the idea and I was with Mark and only Mark during the first few years of our relationship. I settled with the idea of liking Tony from afar.
Fast-forward to 2015-ish. Mark had been warming up to adding someone to our relationship, and I was really excited for this!! He mentioned that he was attracted to one of his coworkers at a pizza chain. We’ll call her “Dani” (f 21 back then) for this. She had a crush on him at the time, too. I worked next door at a local hipster grocery, so I’d see her around sometimes and thought she was cute, too. I approached her to ask her if she wanted to date us, and she confirmed that she liked us and we started a triad. At the beginning I remember having all this paperwork from scarlet teen and ethical slut for all of us to go over together and establish boundaries. I remember starting the relationship saying “our relationships would have an expiration date. After a while, though, I fell head over heels in love with Dani. The three of moved in together at an apartment. She was my maid of honor when Mark and I got married late 2017.
In January 2018, my godfather had passed away due to a stroke. He had been one of the foundational family members since before I was born. He not only baptized me and my siblings, he officiated my parents’ marriage and was the pastor of the church we went to. His daughter married my dad’s brother. Besides my grandparents, I saw him more than I saw my cousins. He was very important to me. Dani and Mark were at the funeral, along with a few of our friends.
In February Dani decided to breakup with us.
We were just roommates for a few months.
In late March 2018 my mom was put on hospice care for colon cancer. I took leave from work for a few weeks to help my family and Mark and Dani stayed at the apartment.
While I was away, my husband called me. He and Dani slept together and she wanted to get back together with us. I was 120% for it. I was that in love with her.
She broke up with us later that year.
I took it hard both times, but especially the second time. I had been fantasizing about our future together, getting a house for the three of us, having children together, all that nonsense.
Things sucked, living with her was okay, but in January 2019 my grandfather passed away. (For those of you counting, yes, three of the six people who were in my life since before birth passed away within a year)
I remember Dani and Mark holding me in bed as I processed just getting the news.
I guess during the time between our second breakup and February she got close to Tony, since he has been one of the main people in our friend group over the years. They went on a date together. Dani asked Mark to promise to tell me that it was not a date, but he decided to tell me the truth. I was devastated. Here are two people I was interested in, and they started dating.
I didn’t mention this earlier, but I had been talking with Dani about my interest in Tony even before we moved in together. Tony was aware that I was still in love with Dani because he was there when I drunkenly confessed that I was still in love with her and would do anything to get back together. This was the summer of 2018.
Mark, Dani, and I still had to live together until July 2019. We could not afford to break the lease and could only afford the place with our combined rent. She was a painful fixture in our lives.
Mark and Dani worked late jobs, while I worked until the late afternoon. I started abusing alcohol and started smoking after quitting for 5 years. I kept this secret from them for several weeks. Eventually they found me on our patio so drunk Mark walked me to the bathroom and I blacked out crying about Dani on the bathroom floor.
After Dani and Tony’s relationship became public to our friend group, it only got worse. I would bend over backwards for Dani and so would Tony. It became a joke to our friends that we could were both wrapped around her finger.
At this point I wanted to go as No Contact as possible while living together, but she would always text me to make sure I was okay at work. She genuinely wanted to stay friends and I was too obsessed with her admiration to say “never talk to me again”
We’ve all since moved to different areas, but our friend group had been meeting up every Sunday for games or movies.
Now that we don’t live together I want to commit to NC, but because Mark and I host our meetups, it would mean never seeing our friend group for a very long time.
At this point Tony and Dani have been dating longer than we did. I cannot be happy for them. They both mean so much to me, but I cannot keep seeing them together. It just tells me that I wasn’t good enough for either of them. I can spend time with Tony since I’m used to feeling about him this way and pushing those feelings into a box putting that box away in my mind. But with Dani every moment and interaction is simultaneously elating and devastating.
Everything I see online as breakup device says “cut them from your life” and I’m at the point that I cannot see her without eventually breaking out in tears and/or drinking to the point of passing out. As funny as it was to our friends in the beginning, now that my behavior has lasted a year and a half they’re concerned. Mark more than most, for obvious reasons
I think actually going NC for at least six months is the best for me. I can’t be friends with her because it hurts so much. I don’t have the emotional bandwidth to deal with seeing her. I feel elated and betrayed and twitterpated, furious, and other emotions I don’t know how to express. I have never been friends with my exes from middle and high school, and don’t have the toolkit to start now.
TLDR: How can I cut ties with someone I am in love with when she is one of my closest friends and 1/6 of my social circle?
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2020.07.04 19:05 BitBitBitBite My Life on the Internet Dating Circuit: Pandemic Edition

This is the internet so I am sure there are going to be trolls and jerks trying to shit on this post but overall I think it’s an experience worth sharing.
After a two year hiatus from dating since my divorce and relocating back to the Chicagoland area I decided to put myself out there again and re-enter the dating scene. Prior to this I had been married for nearly a decade and since then had two children and up until this point have lived in three different cities; NYC, Jacksonville, FL, and now Chicago (ish). I actually had decent luck in the past with internet dating and even married the mother of my children after meeting her on OkCupid.
Man, have things changed.
I decided to go with what worked in the past first and signed up for OkCupid. The app had totally changed and there was an entirely new layout and ridiculously high subscription rates for features that were free in the past. There are a thousand questions you can fill out to make it nearly impossible to match with anyone and based on your answers your matching percentage goes up or down. I am not sure what the science is behind this but since subscribing the past few months visual queues & questions are misleading. You can alter your answers to make it look as if you DO agree with a potential match which sort of defeats the purpose of being honest about the things that matter to you, but overall the questions are subjective and without meeting the person, can be totally taken out of context.
Week One:
I had only been online for about a week and started sorting through profiles of women who I thought were on the same wavelength. I am kind of an aging hipster in my mid 40’s but unlike many hipsters my age, has had a successful career, and overall emotionally mature and responsible. I just like dressing casual, that’s all. I don’t know if I am as attractive as I was in my 20’s or 30’s but I have kept up well, stayed thin, and still have a full head of hair. I quickly re-learned what I didn’t like about the Chicago dating scene and built up a criteria of things I did not want in my next relationship:
My First Match:
Ok I’ll skip to the ending on this one. I totally blew it. After a decade of being out of the online dating scene apparently I didn’t know there were new rules or habits of online dating. First thing I learned was that some women will wait a day or so before responding to a match because they want to see how eager they are. There is also apparently a thing called ‘ghosting’ where someone will like you but not respond after matching. With both of these in place I made the mistake of purchasing “Read Receipts” that allows you to see that the other person has read your messages. After matching with “Joan” I wrote to her a few times thinking she was tethered to her laptop like I was. I saw several ‘reads’ but no reply. A few more days passed and I began to vomit my insecurities in message form (total bonehead move!) and nothing seemed to make her budge. She eventually unmatched me after I wrote her that the ‘ghosting’ thing was kind of a bummer.
It was a bummer and in hindsight it was probably for the best. Someone who doesn’t write back on a dating site after liking you comes off as kind of cold. As much as it is frustrating to get ghosted it’s probably good to know that though they might have shown interest in you there is something clearly on their end that they are dealing with and I don’t want any part of that.
Expanding My Horizons:
After whiffing on OkCupid I expanded my horizons to the other big 3; Tinder;; Bumble.
Of the three I had more matches on Bumble. Women seemed to like my Wes Anderson references but other than that, after a message or two, it became a series of ghosting. I can say with certainty that I was ghosted at least 12 times on Bumble which statistically speaking is a lot. You only connect with those who might be slightly on your tip and I would have assumed 3 after my first round on OKC. I can’t tell if they liked me and didn’t read that I had kids or what but for whatever reason pretty much all the women, but one, ghosted me on Bumble.
Tinder wasn’t much different. I would match with a few women here and there but the difference would be that a few of them I actually had a decent connection with after a few chats. One went as far as adding me sending me her number & WhatsApp ID but after a few messages on there….you guessed it! Ghosted!
And you’re probably wondering “Well, what are you saying to these women?”
As a father of two daughters I assure you I am not sending anything raunchy and only engaged in playful talk and if it ever got sexual it was initiated first by the women.
There are probably a myriad of reasons someone ghosts you, and I am sure men do it too. I am a rational guy and know that perhaps they met someone, started chatting with someone, or just lost all hope in general and just gave up after matching with me.
I am not bitter at all about any of this. had the most dates?
While it was nice to meet and date a few people since my hiatus after being divorced I have come to realize that with the relocation back to Chicago, witnessing the COVID 19 scare and the Black Lives Matter movement, and having two kids now might not be the best time for me to get into a serious relationship. I need more ‘me’ time and revisit the things that made me happy when my prior marriage wouldn’t allow me to.
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2020.07.04 18:54 NotMarilee RT Rundown June 27, 2020 - July 3, 2020

Last Week
This post lists everything Rooster Teeth has released from June 27, 2020 to July 3, 2020. The organization of this post follows the order of the links on the sidebar on the website. First exclusive content is surrounded in asterisks ( *EXAMPLE*) while content that is currently exclusive but will be available publicly later is followed by an asterisks and the date in which it will be free (EXAMPLE*Free July 11th.) This does not include content that will lose exclusivity on the day this post is made (July 4th.)
RT PODCAST #603 - Don’t Tie Dye Your Cats
*RT PODCAST POST SHOW #603 - We’re Not Buying a Robot Dog*
BLACK BOX DOWN - Interview With Crash Survivor (BONUS)
ALWAYS OPEN - Just The BOIs - Yeet The Haters
GOOD MORNING FROM HELL - Who Fights in Hell’s Battle Arenas? - A Death Battle! Crossover Episode!
DIE IS CAST #8 - Into the Wild Grey Yonders
RT INBOX - The Final Inbox?
HARD MODE - Pandemic in a Pandemic
RT LIFE - Styling My Boyfriend’s Quarantine Hair
RTTV SPECIALS - Loud and Proud Stream
RTTV SPECIALS - Rainbow Pride Stream
RTTV SPECIALS - Jackie Lost Her Balls
RT STREAMS - The Game of Life with Blaine & Jon
RT STREAMS - Overcooked 2 with Chad, Mariel and Chris
OFF TOPIC #239 - The Floor is Lava, OR IS IT?
*LAST CALL #239 - Can We Get a Big Boy?*
THIS JUST INTERNET - Karens Are Inevitable
F**KFACE - Going Ape for Monkey Movies//A Friendship Ends Over Piss
*HARDCORE MINI GOLF - Always Be a Gentleman*
AHWU #532 - Jack and His Garden
AH ANIMATED - Sky High Alfredo
LET’S ROLL - Coup, but You Can See All Our LIES (Tabletop Simulator)
ROULETSPLAY - Making The World BURN - Worms W.M.D
LET’S PLAY - Better Callouts in Valorant! - Valorant: Git Gud #2
LET’S PLAY - Safety Not Guaranteed - Halo 3 LASO ODST (Part 9)* Free July 5th
LET’S PLAY - Michael Must Go! - Ultimate Chicken Horse (#36)
LET’S PLAY - Animal Crossing Cable: The Best TV Shows in New Horizons
LET’S PLAY GTA V - Classic Los Santos Stunt Jumps - GTA V: Stunt Jumps 3* Free July 6th
LET’S PLAY GMOD - The Jester Against a Horde of Zombies* Free July 8th
LET’S PLAY MINECRAFT - Achievement Hunter’s Nether Region - Minecraft Update 1.16* Free July 10th
Hardcore Mini Golf Watch Party
AH STREAM ARCHIVE - We’re Here For Your Anime Girls - F-ing Around with Ify & Fiona
AH STREAM ARCHIVE - Spongebob Squarepants: Battle of Bikini Bottom
AH STREAM ARCHIVE - Mario Kart - Rainbow Pride
AH STREAM ARCHIVE - GTA with Community
AH STREAM ARCHIVE - Bat Beads - Post Team Does Batman: Telltale Series Part 2
YOUR COMMENTS - Funhaus is Hiring? - We Read Your FUNNIEST Comments!
CO-OP ADVENTURES - CS:Going Crazy - Mod Gameplay w/ iamBrandon
DUDE SOUP - Paper Mario, Ghost of Tsushima, and the Best of Steam’s Summer Sale!
GOOGLE TRENDS - Console Wars Challenge: Epoch Pocket Computer For Life
GAMEPLAY - Glitching Through the Apocalypse - Fallout 76
GAMEPLAY - Dungeons and Dragons and Ham - Gauntlet
GAMEPLAY - Speed of Twilight - GTA 5 Funny Moments
GAMEPLAY - Adam v Jacob: Cursed Halo Mod Speedrun Challenge!
GAMEPLAY - Super Parkour Bros - Hot Lava Mario Kart Mod Gameplay
FULLHAUS - Castle Crashers Co-op Nightmare (UNCUT)
FULLHAUS - Meet the New Bad Boy of Country Music (UNCUT) - GTA 5 Funny Moments
FH LIVE - Goosebumps TV Watch Party w/ Funhaus!
FH LIVE - Jacob and the Gang Play ARK: Survival Envolved!
RTAA - Burnie’s Butter Banter* Free July 6th
SELECT ALL - Becoming the Top Mecha Idol - Sakura Wars Part 2 - Anim-Play
SELECT ALL - Art 2 Art: PhatCat and MaxiMutt Strike Again!
I HATE NOTES - The Pee Pee Poo Poo Episode
*BACKWARDZ COMPATIBLE - Fortnite Ends Early Access*
IG ROUNDUP - Twitch Sued For Sexy Streamers
IG PODCAST - Will Next-Gen Games Cost $70 - Send News #19
IG SPECIAL - We make the Internet in Red Dead Redemption 2
IG FEATURES - What We Want In Cyberpunk 2077
IG DAILY - Is Xbox Hiding Fable & Perfect Dark?
IG DAILY - Nintendo Finally Apologizes for Joy-Con Drift
IG DAILY - Amazon’s First Big Game is a Disaster
IG DAILY - Crysis Remake Is An Ugly Mess
IG DAILY - Game Pass Helps Indies Succeed
IG LIVE - That’s McCool - Model Employees
IG LIVE - Zen Games! - Stay Zen with Kdin #12
IG LIVE - Minecraft Part 2
IG LIVE - Voice Acting Part 2 (ft. RvB)
DBX - Goku VS Gon (DBZ VS Hunter X Hunter)
DBX - Goku VS Gon (DBZ VS Hunter X Hunter) Alternate Ending
DB CAST #185 - DBs new character?!
*SUDDEN DEATH #185 - Chris’s Death Battle!*
GMOD SANDBOX - We Built A Meme Ark
TRIFORCE #133 - James Bong
HIGH ROLLERS: AEROIS #77 - Dance of the Sixth Finger
SIMON’S PECULIAR PORTIONS - Van Dwelling Hipster Tattoos Entire Body Blue
WE HAVE COOL FRIENDS - The Last of Us Part II: Laura Bailey on “The Scene”
SCREENCAST #75 - The King of Staten Island Review
SCREENCAST #77 - Fallout Series Coming to Amazon Prime
KF PODCAST #74 - Andy Talks About His Mental Health
KF PODCAST #75 - Who Has The Best Hair At Kinda Funny?
KF GAMES DAILY 6.26.20 - The Last of Us Part II Sells 4 Million Copies in Three Days
KF GAMES DAILY 6.29.20 - What’s Up With That Harry Potter RPG?
KF GAMES DAILY 7.1.20 - New PS5, PS4 Games Incoming!
KF GAMES DAILY - How Much are PS5, Series X Games Gonna Cost?
KF GAMES DAILY - Evo Online is Cancelled
SONGS ABOUT GAMES - Call of Duty Warzone Rap - “Time to Operate”
DOOM PATROL - Doom Talkers S2E1 - S2E3
DC DAILY June 29th, 2020 - Harley Quinn Season 2 Finale
DC DAILY June 30th, 2020 - Why is Cindy Berman so mean?
DC DAILY July 1st, 2020 - The Dark Knight Movie Club
DC DAILY July 2nd, 2020 - April Bowlby puts the Rite in Doom Patrol!
DC DAILY July 3rd, 2020 - DC Daily Says Goodbye
10 Need-to-Know Hardcore Mini Golf Tips
Achievement Hunter Git Gud T-Shirt
Select All Ctrl + Alt T-Shirt
Select All Ctrl + Alt Pride T-Shirt
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2020.07.03 09:29 SayingAndUnsaying Le Bon Motte

In the face of so many recent high profile self-immolations, I thought it might be a good time to do some musing about what this place is and what it’s good for. Apologies in advance for the rambling and the terrible organization; I pretty much always end up writing these things when I really ought to be doing something else, and wanted to put it up ASAP, so as the saying goes I didn’t have time to write a shorter post.
Our sub has an interesting history. On the one hand, we clearly exist specifically because reddit’s SSC community needed a place where we were free to speak openly about politics (and, TBH, Voldemort). On the other hand, our mission statement is ostensibly to be
a place for people who want to move past shady thinking and test their ideas in a court of people who don't all share the same biases.
I don’t think either of those really captures us. But I do think we’ve reached a point where our past is at odds with our present and, inshallah, our future.
The Practical Motte
Granted, we discuss the culture war a lot. But then you have stuff like
I could go on listing these for quite some time, (1) (2) (3) (4), etc., seriously just go look at the all-time top posts.
Is it any wonder that, when I found myself at loose ends in Hawaii, I thought “Man, I have got to tell the Motte about this!”? Though maybe that’s not a great example, because it sort of fits in with our origin story, whereas the point I’m trying to make with the others is that they don’t. And they don’t fit in with our mission statement, either. Yet they are somehow absolutely integral to what this place is.
I’ve been re-reading Neal Stephenson’s Baroque Cycle and can’t help but draw some parallels between the Motte and the Royal Society. Or perhaps some sort of enlightenment-era alchemical Hermetic order might be a better model. We’re intentionally hard to find. We shroud our identities in secret and meet underground to exchange knowledge which is either abstruse, but in which we have a shared interest, or else is outright forbidden. We put forth papers/effortposts for group consideration, analysis, and dissection. And we take great pains to avoid being outed as members of the brotherhood, because -- as on-the-nose as it is -- we have good reason to fear being burned as witches, and even talk about it in those terms.
Vitally, we have a shared (and now concealed!) esoteric literature in common, and I was amused to see Scott call it exactly that shortly after I’d started thinking of it as such. This means we enjoy a lot of shared understandings that don’t need to be constantly relitigated, such as memetic darwinism, political cynicism, and disillusionment with the Academy.
In a world where we almost can’t have real discussions with anyone else due to the sheer inferential gulf between us, we can have them here, with each other.
And we’re just dying to do so, for roughly the same reason that /atheism is a thing. Certainly we’re prone to bringing up certain red- and blackpills more often than is perhaps strictly appropriate. How can we not? We live our lives surrounded by people who are evidently insane, biting our lips, trying to smile and nod and just get through the day without going mad ourselves. So, yeah, sometimes I just need to scream, e.g., MEN AND WOMEN HAVE DIFFERENT REPRODUCTIVE INCENTIVES, so I come here and, pretty soon, a suitable opportunity usually presents itself. When the only thing stuck in your head is a burning need to blurt out what you truly think, it’s amazing how relevant any given conversation can seem. Hammer, nail, etc.
In some sense, then, we are necessarily a de-facto support group. It’s extremely common for me to hear about some news item all day, then cruise over to the Motte in the hope that someone else has already been galvanized into setting the record straight. Just for the sheer relief of dysphoria it brings me to see the matter presented in an informed, thoughtful, sane manner.
The Moderate Motte
We exist in a precarious balance between /SlateStarCodex on one side and /CultureWarRoundup on the other. Below us yawns the abyss of wider reddit beyond which the fell glow of general social media can be perceived flickering dimly in the darkness.
Seriously, have you ever been to reddit? I get so used to this lovely walled garden we’ve built that trying to read any thread on the front page usually results in me pulling one of these. Upon viewing Kathy Newman’s infamous interview with Jordan Peterson, my first thought was, “My God, this is the experience of years of trying to talk to people online distilled into a half-hour conversation.”
The difference is charity. There is an appalling lack of it pretty much everywhere. And this is not just tolerated, but encouraged and amplified! Go look at any other forum discussing why their outgroup says and does the things they do. At the horrific motivations they impute unto each other.
If there’s one thing we should strive not to be, it’s that. And, yes, this requires that we remain militantly on-guard against outgroup-bashing, or even outgroup-denigrating. The line between critical analysis and disparagement can be a fine one, but it absolutely must be walked if we don’t want to turn into /CWR, or if we want to maintain even any hope of diversity of thought.
The privilege we have of interacting in a space where we can pretty much trust that the people with whom we’re arguing will take the time to try to make sure they understand what we’re saying, and take care not to put words in our mouths, is quite simply priceless. And when it’s gone, I expect that it’s gone for good.
Meanwhile /SSC, once the mother country, has felt more and more like a foreign land to me with each passing month. I remember one occasion when I was about to jump into a conversation there when it hit me that I couldn’t even be forthright about my perspective on trans issues, because in that milieu it would be seen as backwards and assholeish and is explicitly proscribed at any rate. Importantly, the conversation in question had nothing to do with trans issues, and I had no intention of bringing them up, but just the realization, the sheer culture shock, stayed me. At one point /SSC was unquestionably my primary ingroup; these days it feels much more like an outgroup. It is no place for our societas eruditorum to conduct our affairs.
The Probative Motte
Another thing which unites us here is a nearly-pathological thirst for intellectual integrity, especially within our own heads. We are driven crazy by inconsistency, yet intelligent enough that we can’t help but find it everywhere. We have this maddening urge to pop the bubbles of wrong ideas even if they, and the people espousing them, are on ‘our side’. As TracingWoodgrains once put it,
We're a bunch of cranky contrarians (meta-contrarians? probably) who can't help but prod at everything whether it's a good idea or not.
We can’t rest easy maintaining beliefs that we know might not be true, that we sense we might discard if only we could encounter someone capable of engaging us, someone perhaps more informed than we are. But anyone as afflicted by this condition as the representative Motte user knows that such people are damned near impossible to find.
Now, the Motte is a precious and probably irreplaceable resource for doing exactly this. Less than it was before we lost most of our lefties, and /SSC would unquestionably be the better forum for this purpose if it hadn’t been so hamstrung -- but we don’t have /SSC any more, and the Motte is still pretty good for it.
This is where our mission statement ought to come in. We are almost uniquely suited to be a testing ground for ideas, among exactly the sort of people we’d want for the job. But we aren’t that, because we’re not built to be. Hate to say it, but look, we cannot expect to become the net’s premier platform for refining one’s beliefs when we have intentionally structured our community around the one thing universally acknowledged to be the mind-killer. To be blunt, we are suffering from an overreliance upon political discussion.
(The evaporation of many non-grey viewpoints is a problem for obvious reasons. Much has been written about it and I don’t have anything new to add, so I’ll let it pass with only a mention for the time being. But it is important enough that it does demand the mention.)
Also, I don’t know about you, but I can go days without noticing a new top-level post outside the thread, because we all know that the thread is where the action is to be had. I’ve seen good posts get more or less starved to death, where I’m sure that if they’d been erroneously posted in the thread there would have been some fantastic discussion. My only thought is that perhaps we could have a parallel non-CW thread such that there’s a comparable, if inevitably lesser, flow of new content. Standalone top-level topics miss a lot of eyeballs, but if they’re all in one place, maybe not. This is also one of the most glaring issues which would need to be addressed on any potential future platform.
What I’d like to see is an intentional culture of putting forth things we believe but are less-sure about, with the explicit understanding that we’re admitting we suspect we might be wrong. These could range from small-scale to sprawlingly open-ended. I’m working on what I hope might serve as a prototype. Working title is “Power: What is it? Who has it? What do they want?” Because, if I’m being honest with myself, it’s pretty clear that my existing mental framework on the matter is egregiously out of touch with reality. I’d like to be able to post this tomorrow; we’ll see how that goes.
But other suitable questions might be “I’ve been operating under the impression that Roe v. Wade is responsible for a big decline in violent crime; is that position supported by the evidence?” or “Is Democracy just an illusion?” or “I’m planning on homeschooling my child -- is that a mistake?”
The point is to bring our weaknesses out into the open and work to correct them. This will also go a long way toward making new blood comfortable enough to contribute.
See, one drawback of our extraordinarily-gifted contributor base is that a lot of people are too afraid to join in the project. I have been contacted by something like five lurkers who have all said that they don’t feel smart enough to contribute, even at the level of replies.
In some sense this is understandable. A selection effect is created by virtue of people mostly only responding to topics on which they’re comparatively competent; to an observer, it must seem as though we are all frighteningly well-informed about everything. To all such people reading this: I promise, we’re really not. It’s an unrealistic standard that no one could hope to meet. Just jump in. My first several posts were pretty sub-par. One learns by doing. So do!
Summary and Suggestions
All maps are wrong; some maps are useful. I contend that all current maps of the Motte are woefully inadequate and that we need to completely reframe what we’re doing and why, if we’re to have any hope of keeping it alive. Therefore, I propose the following:
The Motte is an esoteric society and must be understood as such. Within that we have three major imperatives (in no particular order):
  1. Incentivize the continued production of high-effort, high-quality submissions.
  2. Lean into our role as social club and emotional support for those dealing with the burden of verboten understanding.
  3. Serve as a crucible for refining our members’ thinking.
These things must be actively pursued, and everything else must flow from them.
As to #1, we’re doing okay, though I think we could be doing a lot better. But we’ve almost entirely failed on #3, and up to this point the second half of #2 has actually been regarded as a bad thing! Most conspicuously highlighted by the tragic exit of Qualia_of_Mercy. In retrospect, we as a community, the Motte as an institution, and I in particular failed him, and have failed many others. If you’re reading this, buddy, please forgive me. I was so fixated on #1 that I couldn’t even see #2 as a valid goal, let alone one that might at times supercede #1.
As to pursuing these things, let’s take them in numerical order.
Incentivizing quality content is really hard to do on reddit. Maybe we’ll end up somewhere else where contributors actually get some sort of perks for their contributions, but I’m not about to hold my breath for that. Instead, I want to start up a patreon and outright commission people to write good stuff. I can fund this myself if need be -- there’s no chance of actually paying people what I assume market rates are for top-shelf prose and analysis -- but it’d be cool if others chipped in. Perhaps a project for this weekend. Seriously, what is this place worth to you? If it vanished, how much would you pay to get it back? That's how I'm looking at it, anyway. [EDIT: I didn't spend nearly enough time elaborating on this; see here.]
Sometimes I expect to approach people and ask if they’re interested in formally expanding upon certain topics to which I’ve seen them allude; e.g. 2cimarafa’s passing remark about her low regard for the Constitution. But maybe we could also offer (small) cash prizes for especially good stuff that turns up in the wild, as it were.
Esoteric societies sometimes have journals. I think we should start putting out quarterly publications. I already find myself thinking stuff like “Boy, I can’t wait to see KulakRevolt’s next column.” These would also showcase what we have going on and perhaps serve as a draw for valuable newcomers, now that SSC no longer exists as a suitable attractofilter.
Also, to be frank, we need to rethink our stance on consensus-building. Not in the general case, necessarily, but we should be encouraging people to make strong arguments in long-form format, perhaps collaboratively, with an eye to being able to cite them as we have previously done with Scott’s work. The Motte has put out some really cool stuff, but how often do we -- or anyone else -- link to it as foundational material for our conversations? Where is our Meditations on Moloch? Our Neoreaction FAQ? I know that the people here are capable of turning out such things. It’s high time that we start making our own meaningful contributions to the esoteric literature, such that rat and pararat communities across the interwebs know and fear respect us, and incorporate our work into the canon.
Finally, as we bleed into imperative #2 (social club, emotional support), it’s just clear that we need different codes of conduct for different spaces. Qualia_of_Mercy should have had a place to rend his clothes and gnash his teeth. Yes, that sort of thing should be kept out of the more formal operations, but he put it where he did because he had nowhere else to put it.
To some degree we’re doing really well with the social club aspect. The Wellness Wednesday and Friday Fun threads are exactly the sort of thing we need, and the mods and contributors do a fantastic job of running them (shoutout in particular to j9461701!). In that capacity, the main adjustment to be made is just one of attitude. Let’s see this place for what it is and embrace it. And, maybe, a general/offtopic/informal thread is called for, but once again we run smack into the limitations of reddit.
Now, as for imperative #3 (i.e. what the sidebar says we are), I think we pretty much need to admit that we’re starting from square one and this is going to have to be built from the ground up. And, yes, the culture war thread is a problem. I don’t think we can just get rid of it, and anyway it’s too valuable to jettison, but it poses a direct obstacle to this whole notion of testing our ideas in an intellectually diverse environment. Yet again reddit rears its head. We can’t de-emphasize the thread, or even comparably-emphasize other threads, because of the hard limit of two stickies.
Well, what we can do is institute something like ‘Turnabout Tuesday’ where instead of arguing for our positions we argue against them. This is really intellectually healthy anyway, and might serve as a good opportunity to invite progressives into our project. “Hey, tomorrow I’m planning on ripping Western CivilizationChristianityThe Nuclear Family a new one, care to lend me a hand?” Now, that will get the ball rolling on testing our ideas. And of course everyone will be free to criticize those arguments, too. Or perhaps we might have a weekly event where user-submitted, mod-approved propositions are debated with participants randomly assigned to either side. There’s really a lot of potential in #3, and IMO the sooner we put something like this into motion, the better.
In closing, the last few weeks have served as an opportunity to do a lot of soul searching regarding this community and my relationship thereto. What is it to me, really? A bunch of pretentious internet degenerates circlejerking about social justice? And yet I keep finding phrases like ‘the light here kindled must not go out’ running through my head. As I take stock of the situation, weirdly enough, it occurs to me that somehow what I am is a patriot.
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2020.06.12 17:26 nourishedshark2 Help for buying certain items in Rabat

I am a UK/Aus long term traveller currently locked down in Rabat without most of my usual gear.
When possible, I am looking to get certain things and need some local help locating them.
I am near parliament house and the main train station but can walk for 30 - 45 mins one way and don't really want to catch a tram.
Once the borders open I will be travelling to Casablanca for a flight out of here, so any options there would be also be useful if there is nothing in Rabat.
Note, I am nomadic, so won't be going 'home' after lockdown ends, but will be leaving Morocco and following all safety measures wherever I am.
  1. A haircut.
I am female and usually have my hair shaved on both sides, think Viking hipster, but less wanky. I've always done it myself and have never had to get it professionally done.
I usually have my owner clippers with me, but came to Morocco/North Africa in February just for a month, and left them behind.
I found clippers in Marjane but they are way too expensive for something that I will only need to use once or twice and of course then I'd need adapters to use them on my travels. I was thinking of a USB powered one, but haven't seen one around.
So, can I get a shave at a female hairdresser salon, or a male barber? Will a male barber serve me?
  1. A 25l backpack
For various reasons I left most of my things behind for this trip, and am travelling with just the 15l removable daypack from my larger Osprey backpack.
Since I have been here so long, I have accumulated extra items, including various liquids I don't want to waste.
I need a cheap backpack that I can put my existing one inside and still have room for the extra things, that folds up small when empty. This, the price, and the actual design are quite important as when I eventually get the rest of my stuff back, I won't be able to carry an additional backpack.
Decathlon have some possibilities listed online, but I need to check the fit before buying and the closest store seems to be too far away.
So, I am looking for a store that sells a large range of backpacks.
  1. Acupuncture / massage
I don't know if acupuncture is a thing here, but I used to get it done on my feet to help with circulation, along with a full body massage every month or so.
I've been travelling for over a year, and it's hard to do this, but with being cooped up for so long, I feel like I really need it now.
I went to a hamman in Chefchaouen before being locked down here, and there may have been a communication breakdown as I never really got a massage. Or are they just not the kind of western ( maybe it's eastern? ) massage I'm used to?
So, where can I get either acupuncture and / or a therapeutic massage?
  1. Makeup
Are there stores like Rossmann, DM, Priceline or Superdrug here? Kind of like a large supermarket style pharmacy that includes skin care, hair care, cosmetics, jewellery and all kinds of associated accessories.
I am looking for face powder, foundation and a red lipstick pencil.
I saw some makeup in Marjane today, but the range is small and didn't even have red in the pencils.
So, where can I see a larger range of make up?
  1. A sensible, helpful staff member at Citibank who speaks English
This is probably a long shot, but my debit/credit card is about to expire and Citibank in Australia, where my account is, are completely useless at assisting me in getting the new one.
Before I left I asked for a new one but they refused, saying any replacement card would have the same expiry date. They also couldn't tell me when they would send out the new card.
My original plan was to have the card sent to my mums house in Australia and have her send it to me.
But I'm not where I was planning to be now and postage is even more unreliable everywhere - I had a package sent from UK to here that never arrived so am wary of my card making it. I don't know where I'll be when they send it, or how long it will take to arrive.
There is a Citibank branch nearby, but it's always closed and I don't speak Arabic or French nor do I have a phone to call them.
So, is there anyone I can talk to about this?
Thanks to anyone who read this far, and many many thanks to anyone who can assist!
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2020.05.21 09:53 SpiritofGarfield Season 5 Thoughts

Episode 1 - Wedding Day
Friends Title: The One With the Overly Done Makeup
Episode 2 - Good Man
Friends Title: The One Where Adam Murders a Carnival Prize
Episode 3 - Japan
Friends Title: The One Where Adam Plays a Vagabond on TV
Episode 4 - Old Loves
Friends Title: The One With a Fight Over Rice Pudding
Episode 5 - Queen for Two Days
Friends Title: The One Where Adam’s Not Sure What He’s Gonna Tell Coach
Episode 6 - The Panic in Central Park
Friends Title: The One Where Marnie Finally Realizes Desi Is The WORST
Episode 7 - Hello Kitty
Friends Title: The One Where Sexually Harassing Your Boss Doesn’t Get You Fired
Episode 8 - Homeward Bound
Friends Title: The One With a Forest Break Up
Episode 9 - Love Stories
Friends Title: The One Where Love Said “Not Today, Elijah”
Episode 10 - I Love You Baby
Friends Title: The One Where Ray’s Apartment Gets Demolished
Other Thoughts
That’s it. I don’t really care enough about the other characters to wish things for them. (Plus I kind of already know what happens with Hannah a little.)
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